a heart which is really in need of True Love Care From the one which It Loves

[thapaswini]

Baba..till now i never craved for money..i never expected anythng much frm anybod y which is payable..u knw tht very well..my heart is totally broken into pieces where i am helpless nw..i dnt knw wer to go wat to ask..i think im the most unlucky gal cz even i hv my father i dnt knw wats fathers love since he dnt knw to show his feelings also..nw wen im liking a person frm heart even my mom accepts him y ur playing with ..y cant u get both of us bonded to a relationshp..i really need u baba..i hv treated u as my father since childhood..dnt leav me alone..please let my love understand my imporatnce in his life and feel me...plz b with me..love is my greatest strength u knw..if i get tht i will achieve anythng..plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz baba im in pain plz help me..im begging u...

[saib]

Dear Thapaswini,

Pure devotee never crave for any (Material) thing, because they know, whatsoever they need, They will get in due course with the blessings of Baba. If Your Father is not good to show his feelings, His Love, Don't consider He doesn't love his child. What's is in heart, Have you ever try to realize. Sorry, If I am wrong, But, Trust me, It is my own personal experience. In world no people think and behave at par. Some people can't express.

Why are you begging from Baba, If you treat him as father, ask with right, But also know, He won't give anything/anyone to his beloved child, that is not good for that. That's make life of that mess. Against His Karmas and Destiny.

So, Keep on praying whatsoever you wish, But again don't associate your wish with your prayer. Baba will definitely help and shower his blessings.

love is my greatest strength u knw
It's your strength, Hold it, Don't depend on others in your life to support it. Help the needy. Love the birds, plants, Humans and Baba. Expand your power. Don't get weak, Be strong. Be Confident.

Read Sai satcharitra. Feed the birds if can.

Have Patience! Have Faith!

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

[thapaswini]

dear Saib ji,
Thank u for ur support..i have undergone such a drastic situations in ma life that i can say i have experienced every part of the pain in my life being a human being..i am not saying that my pain is the biggest or my problem is the biggest but please atleast 1ce i want my confidence level back on track

[saib]

Confidence is not a thing, which you can expect any outsider will come and reward you or you can buy from the market. It comes from inside only. With knowledge it starts growing. It is just to feel strength inside. An attitude of “I can do” or “I am bigger from my miseries”. I am very strong because my Baba, My Master is very strong. It is just like a child can walk a big park without any worry, because he knows there is his father sitting at bench observing him every moment. Develop such sense and spirit for Baba, and you can walk in any area of life without worry.

But, as I said, Don’t expect any miracle. It takes time to get pain and also it takes time to get healed. All depends how much patience you have and level of faith in Your Sai!

Don’t belittle yourself. Be strong. Very strong. Remember you are not body, not mind, not thoughts. But above all this.

Also know, we have not come in this world for infinite time. So, use time very wisely. In a day you can crave for someone for two hours daily or can use those two hours in chanting, reading Sai Satcharitra or anything which you like. You will get what you deserve or that is in your destiny, no one can stop that. So, why worry.

Live a life worth living. Keep moving step by step. Blessings of Sai are already with you.

Have Patience! Have Faith!

all the best!

om sri sai ram!

[thapaswini]

saib ji
 the problem is i let every1 to enter into my life very soon and i start bliving them..i make them as part of my life..this gives me pain wen they leave me and go r as such similar situation arises..my family is scared abt this matter so they get scard to let me alone in any other places if it happn tht i shld go for work..i try nt to think abt my love towards tht guy..this is the reason i joined this site so that i wanted to divert my mind but i never knew tht i ill end up asking baba abt my pain..

[saib]

Dear Thapaswini,
There is difference is guest house and a home. You are at home, Your parents will take care of you. Good food, Good environment everything. Same happens in guest houses of good corporate. Many times We have to travel and some time to stay at company’s guest house. Care takers there are really so nice, You get all sort of comforts there, Timely Tea, Breakfast and other meals, any thing you need. He does all for us.
Both are doing same thing, But when we leave home even for a short tour our family members feel pain of separation whereas care taker of guest house does not feel like this, as even while delivering best service to us, he never feel any attachment. He is loyal only to his employer.

Just think who is your employer, Isn’t it Sai only, Our father and boss both. Be loyal to him only, other outsiders never feel that sort of attachment, they might come or might go, friends, colleagues….., but will never feel pain. (Might be discomfort for some time, but will not stay for onger)

and also If you don’t have confidence in your self, trust me, others too won’t have. whether it is at home or at office or anywhere.
Show them your strength and confidence, only then they will too show their confidence in you!

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

[thapaswini]

saib ji
Thanks .i will try to follow what u told..but i understud one thing.In this so called world  being gud does not help u.it just gives only pain and pain.i am trying to come out of it..being lovable to others doesnt make any difference.i consider every1 very close to my heart so they have the authority to hurt me..i am letting them to hurt me by lettng them to enter my life.

[saib]

Dear Thapaswini,

There is difference between being good and being weak. I can understand your nature. I was left alone and thrown by people, for whom I worked very hard. No one showed respect towards loyalty and honesty. All first see their benefits even they have to make others suffer for that. But, It won’t hurt if You don’t expect any thing in return. Just move ahead in life. Today I am in much better position, that I never imagined. Baba, was too fakir. If some house holder didn’t offer anything, Did he abuse him, never, Just move ahead. Be neutral. Don’t expect any one to love you, praise you, respect you…etc. It will only waste time and bring pain in life. What is in your destiny, that’s all yours. On appropriate time you will get it.

and Don’t make your life a public spot, so any one could enter. Moreover Your life is not yours. It is Baba’s. Make it better and beautiful as per baba’s standards, so that when you go to Sai to return him, He Say, Well done, You have taken great care of life given by me. I am proud of you!

Just live your name with adopting set rituals of life. Don’t bother about others. All live their destiny and enjoy happiness and sufferings on account of their Karmas subject to blessings of Lord!

May Sai Bless you!

om sri sai ram!

[thapaswini]

Saib ji,,
I feel ur perfectly rite..past a day i am trying to be myself..one of my friend told me that thapaswini dont be a flower in a garden where every smells it..be like a cloud very evey1 has a dream to touch it but its difficult..the only thing i am expecting from the one i love is only LOVE...If this is wrong then i have to burry this expectation  if i have to be happy..i will follow this..if the one i love wants me then that person will surely come to me..i should stop going in search of love now..let the love searches me..