Ananta koti bramhanda nayaka, sri sachitananda satguru Saibaba,
From the core of my heart today I am confessing my sin(s). I promised you so many times not to smoke again, but because my weak mentality and the situations surrounding me to take up the cigarette again and again. As you know I am trying whole heartedly not to smoke, I stop it for few days, ( sometimes weeks and months ), but when I see some problem I start smoking, I know it is your leele that whenever I start smoking the problems around me are increasing, smoking is not helping me to solve the problems. It became a chain of events. But my devotion towards you is real and I am living with only one hope that you will help me to come out of the problems, even though I break your promise. Baba please give me courage to face the problems, help me to come out of the dirty habit of smoking. Baba why I am suffering from the mistakes done by some one else, whom I don't know, I never did any harm to them.
Surya P