Dear Thapaswini,
Pure devotee never crave for any (Material) thing, because they know, whatsoever they need, They will get in due course with the blessings of Baba. If Your Father is not good to show his feelings, His Love, Don't consider He doesn't love his child. What's is in heart, Have you ever try to realize. Sorry, If I am wrong, But, Trust me, It is my own personal experience. In world no people think and behave at par. Some people can't express.
Why are you begging from Baba, If you treat him as father, ask with right, But also know, He won't give anything/anyone to his beloved child, that is not good for that. That's make life of that mess. Against His Karmas and Destiny.
So, Keep on praying whatsoever you wish, But again don't associate your wish with your prayer. Baba will definitely help and shower his blessings.
love is my greatest strength u knw
It's your strength, Hold it, Don't depend on others in your life to support it. Help the needy. Love the birds, plants, Humans and Baba. Expand your power. Don't get weak, Be strong. Be Confident.
Read Sai satcharitra. Feed the birds if can.
Have Patience! Have Faith!
May Sai Bless You!
om sri sai ram!