Sorry Baba

[saidas]

I'm Sorry Baba.
Now a days things for me not happening as the way I want them to happen.
Which is causing lot of emotional distress. So I'm getting very angry at You. You know that I even scold badly for the way things are. May be its all due my Karma. But I'm unable to bear it. Sometimes I don't understand why am I still alive to face all this. I'm totally frustrated Baba. In this frustration I'm scolding you. I know this is childish but please close your ears when I do that. Don't take it to heart. I don't mind you getting angry at me when I scold you but don't hate me. It is just that unable to bear the present situation of mine.

I'm totally confused and frustrated Baba. One hour I'll be very angry at you and don't feel like seeing your face ever again. And I even keep taking oaths like I'll never ever talk to u again. But again within 3 hrs or so I start talking to you. I don't know if do it out of love for you ( I do not know if it is true or not ) or out of fear of loosing like if Baba is not there who will help me. So I've to come to you.

Inspite of all problems I'm facing I still can feel you love help in my distress. Still I'm getting angry at u unable to bear my problems. Somtimes questions keep coming to my ming like - If I truly love u or not or do I have faith in u or not. Or I just come to u for my wishes to be fulfilled. Or want of security.

Whatever it is Baba. I don't know. I'm just vexed and frustrated. BUT please please please forgive me if I say something bad to you in my heart. I'm unable to control myself. I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME BABA for my arrogance and bad behavior. And don't leave me as this is the time need you more as I'm loosng faith in you.

Once again I'm Sorry Baba for what all I've said.

[sangran]

Many of us face this situaition. Baba is just testing our faith. Just hold on to him.. have full faith in him and believe in him always...

[keerthisai]

SAI DAS ji

OM SAI RAM

Dont worry, You are BABA's child, BABA is your father, Mother how will he let you down, Baba never lets down any of his children.

Your anger is b'coz when you attempt something it is not happenening probabaly, When you are BABA's child why dont you shoulder everything to BABA with no expectations, then see where your anger gets dissappeered in no time.

Das Bhai ( I hope you dont mind me calling like this) just surrender to BABA tell him he has to take care of you instead of you trying to work out things, then just see results things are easily done. NO ANGER at all over unhappened things.

My husband alos gets to his peak of anger, but you know BABA had really taught him to be more paractical and changed him a lot. So DAS BHAI cheer up, BABA is with us listening to tinest thing you tell him/ Think in your mind and things are done even the best way which you have not thought of.

MAY BABA BLESS EACH ONE OF US ALWAYS.

RGDS
KEERTHI

JAI SAI RAM

[saidas]

Thank you Keerthi ji and Sangran Ji for replying. Keerthi ji You can call me bhai. In fact I'm very happy that you called me bhai and today being Raksha Bndhan makes it even more special for me. You reminded me of my sister. she is in India. I miss her.

Thank you. Your words gave me some comfort. I should try completely surredering to Baba without thinking of results. Hope I'll succeed by grace of god.

[keerthisai]

Das Bhai

OM SAI RAM

Thank you for the previlege of having another brother, but in yet another msg i have conveyed my RAKHI tying to all brothers of this family where i have included your name too.

Thanks & rgds
Keerthi

JAI SAI RAM

[saidas]

Thank you

[SaiKaKaran]

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I wish, sai baba fulfils your every wish..das ji...

Karan....

[Renuka]

Baba
Please please fullfill Das bhai EVERY WISH
Om sai sri sai jai jai sai!
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Renuka

[saidas]

Thank u Saikakaran Ji and Renuka Ji for ur prayers.

God Bless us all

Sai Ram