baba,
maine kal aapse poocha tha ki ye aapki leela hai ya mera paap.aapne mujhe 10 mint me hi ye javaab de diya ki ye aapki hi leela hai.
magar baba, mai hi kyu?
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baba mai bahut bura insaan tha. maine bahut saare paap kiye. magar baba aap jante ho, woh sab mere jeene ke liye jaruri the. maine jo kiya woh sab un halat ne mujhse karwaya, warna maine kabhi kisi ka bura nahi chaha tha kabhi bhi. baba mai to har kaam poori inmaandaari se kar raha tha. magar jo hua ussme mere samne koi aur rasta hi nahi tha. agar mai woh sab na karta to shayad jin halat me mai jinda raha, unhalat me mera jinda rehna impossible tha.
lekin baba ab to mai ek acha insaan banna chahta hun. aap bhi jante ho, kal maine woh nahi kiya jo mai karne wala tha. kyoki maine sab kuch ab aapko soap diya hai. lekin baba aap jo karna chahte ho, mujhe usse koi dukh nahi hai...........aap to iss duniya ke malik ho, jo chahe karo. magar baba plzzzzzzzzzzzz mujhe iss kaam ka medium mat banao. baba mai dekh sakta hun ki kya hone wala hai. aur mai aapke har faisle ko sweekar karna chahta hun. magar baba plzzzzzzzz meri pariksha mat lo deva.
baba mai agr acha banne ki koshish kar raha hun to meri help karo sai, meri pariksha le kar mujhe aur mat todo baba.
aaj meri ankho ka tofaan tham nahi raha hai baba. mai kya karu? mai kab se aap ko pukar raha hun, aap kaha ho sai?
baba meri madad karo .........meri madad karo.
baba mai aur nahi seh sakta hun plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz reham najar karo ab more sai.
MADAD MERE ALLAH, MADAD MERE MOHLA, MADAD MERE SAI.