Baba pls don leave me in other's hands, keep me with yourself

[Dhivya Jayapal]

This is my prayer to Baba.
“Baba,

I'm happy that I’m your child. Baba I'm not happy at heart. There are many fears in me. I'm not allowed to live as myself. Each and every day, each and every minute, each and every second I'm worried about my life. I'm a Hindu, there are certain people who are trying to convert me to another religion, which I'm not at all able to adjust, digest and follow. My parents are thinking that I'm happy but I'm not. There are mistakes on my side also, I left words from my mouth regarding this issue. But now I feel as if I'm lost and I lost myself. Other than this issue the person with me is very good at heart. I don't want to hurt that person also. But I'm not able to tolerate this. I feel to cry always, I'm very afraid always. Always the fear is there within me. Baba I beg you please please kindly help me. Please do not leave me to other religion, which I cannot bare in my life. I don't want to hurt my parents anymore. Now only I understand many things in life, I feel as if everything is over. Please be with me always. Please I beg you Please do not leave me Baba. I beg you, I beg you, I beg you Baba. Please do not leave me. Please listen to my prayers. I beg you Baba, I want to make my parents happy. I want to be myself. I want you in my life forever without any hindrance. Please help me Baba please."

Om Sai Ram