Om SaiRam Saiputri,
Welcome to this awesome online mandir of our Babasai.It is Baba's choice that you are here trying to find answers for your questions and it is only a matter of time that you will get all the answers.
You are searching for Baba everywhere,but never tried to look into your heart.Baba is very much there.Check the screen name you ahev selected.A daughter can never hate her parent.When you say so many times that you hate him,it means that you remember him always and love him more than anybody else.It is your present state of agitated mind which is putting an iron curtain in front of your eyes that you are not able to see him right now.
Baba always wants his children to grow stronger and you would also agree that no parent wants weak children.So Baba wants us to grow through all the challenges in life.
If you feel that he can take you to the end of the faith,prove to him that there is no end for your faith so that he will have no other alternative than to listen to your prayers
Dearest Sister ,Will you do it.
Raj
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