Dear brother Swathikrishna (swamy)
Swamiye saranam Ayyappa
Please dont mistake the Swamy as i know all those who are to go to Shabrimala are addressed the same way...My husband was a kanni sami two years ago....it is with due respect to Lord ayyappa...
You are a very very blessed child ...see i think you are destined to come to Shabrimala and so Ayyappa sami did not allow your visa ....not many people get this chance brother...my father prayed 24 years back and still has not got the deva sankalpam to visit the holy shrine...it is said that unless the gods in shirdi , tirumala and shabrimala dont call you to come and see them you cannot go there whatever come...one might go near the temple but might not be able to eter the temple if they dont want you to.... ......please dont think that you are left out...now you are called for ..When are you leaving for the temple? ...is this the first time or you have gone before....
As they Say gods work in unison..Sai gave you hope Ayyappa Sami wants you to come and see him....i just cannot express my happiness in words ...i was wondering this year who is it who is going to shabimala .. i was talking to Sai about this yesterday .... he gave me my answer...i am a firm beleiver of Ayyappa sami the same way as i am of sai ...atleast once i want to visit the shrine if ayyappa sami wants me to come .... brother pelase do me a favour pray for me that i get a child soon...
I am more happy for you....you are more blessed because , i know all your desires will be fulfilled once you climb the "Pattinetupadi" the holy eighteen steps ....dont worry have a fresh start and see you will get thru this time .....
May Sai always be with you and Ayyappa sami guide you all along,,,
Samiye saranam
sai ram