Dear Swati and krishna garu,
If i have misunderstood that you are different people , then please excuse me ...
I have been reading your posts and would like to add something. Just wanted to tell you that please do not ever lose hope and trust in Baba ... He is always there for us ... He will never want his children to suffer... Swathi garu , even i have been in situations where i was sure Baba would be with me and that particular moment or situation will be like the way i wanted it ... Maximum times it was such , but sometimes they were not , even if a situation seemed to be very very important ... I mean to say , that sometimes it happens such that we want something to happen very badly coz it is very important to us , but it doesnt happen ....In such situations , we think that Baba is not there with us or has forgotten us ... Swathi garu , it is not such ... We may forget ourselves for a while , but Baba will never forget us ... Since the situation was not the way we wanted it to be, we think that Baba did not listen to us .. The truth is that , He knows that there is something more better and more permanent joy than the joy and satisfaction than that particular situation will bring... He is ever willing to give us more , only we try to take less ... Let Him be our guiding light and u will see that He will take care of our needs ... u dont even have to mention it to Him .. He is Antaryami ... Keep your faith in Him , even in the toughest situations , even if u think thats the only thing u want on this earth ... He always has better plans for us .. Everything is His divine will, let us accept it heartfully ..Lets us pray for more Shraddha and Saburi , when He is testing our faith....
Deva , please shower your kind grace on Swathi and Krishna and make them realize that you are with them always ...
Satakoti pranamams to you ...
Namameeshwarim Sadgurum Sainatham....