DEVA, hold me, guide me

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

BABA i am tired of myself, BABA, please let me free from this life

THANK YOU BABA FOR EVERYTHING .................... !
MAY YOUR LOVE & BLESSINGS ALWAYS BE WITH US ALL & WITH ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR ONES!

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

LOVE YOU BABA!!!

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

Please BABA ..................................
BABA..................... when will this stop.,
Please BABA, end all my sufferings,
i don't have the energy to even cry.
please BABA, .............................!

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

Please BABA .................................. YOU be my strength & hold me tightly .........

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

BABA, help me in my current emotional phase. I am missing YOU so much and
your distance is causing me pain. I am aware that whatever happens to me,
is by your Will. Help me to accept this situation as your plan for me and help me
follow your path. Enlighten me with your messages so I don't steer away from
your plans or path that you have chosen for me. In all this, just be with me and
lift me from my sadness, emptiness. Protect me from any negativity or ill-feelings
that keep creeping into my mind as much as I try to push it away.

In all this, BABA, help me to find peace, take away the vacuum created in my life
and help me find an objective to my life.

BABA, hold my hand and walk with me. I am unsure of walking alone. Do not ever
leave me alone. I can't make decisions, I can't walk alone. Please take over my situation,
my work and my emotions and guide me on the path that BABA, YOU want me to be on!

THANK YOU BABA FOR EVERYTHING .................... !

BABA, MAY YOUR LOVE & BLESSINGS ALWAYS BE WITH ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR ONES!

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

LOVE YOU BABA!!!

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

My BABA, you know that i am innocent. i have been falsely implicated by envious people and
on Monday issued a show cause notice by the higher authority.  BABA, this job is my
soul existence and survival. Without this job it would be difficult for me to survive.
BABA, i seek your help to clear this blemish. Please BABA, help me to overcome this burden
and difficult time, please help me out this disgrace and to live with honour and respect.

THANK YOU BABA FOR EVERYTHING .................... !   

BABA,  ALWAYS BE WITH MY DEAR AND NEAR ONES!

LOVE YOU BABA!!!         

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

[Ishvarya]

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

Please BABA help me ..................................
Please BABA, i don't have the energy to face new problems and sufferings every day
i don't even have energy to cry now, please end all my sufferings,
today onwards i won't ask YOU to "HOLD ME TIGHTLY"
but, request YOU to please BABA, please free me from this life,
as i am tired of this life of pains, sufferings, mental torture, bitter words,
hatred, blames and a life full of darkness
please BABA, .............................!

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

THANK YOU BABA 

MY DEAREST BABA,

Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya  Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva!

My BABA, you know that i am innocent. i have been falsely implicated by envious people and
on Monday issued a show cause notice by the higher authority.  BABA, this job is my
soul existence and survival. Without this job it would be difficult for me to survive.
BABA, i seek your help to clear this blemish. Please BABA, help me to overcome this burden
and difficult time, please help me out this disgrace and to live with honour and respect.

THANK YOU BABA FOR EVERYTHING .................... !   

BABA,  ALWAYS BE WITH MY DEAR AND NEAR ONES!

LOVE YOU BABA!!!         

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!

MY DEAREST BABA,

बाबा बहुत ही confused  हूँ. 
बाबा, मुझे  ऐसा क्यों लगता है की  तुम मुझे कोई संकेत दे रहे हो और में समज नहीं पा रही रही हूँ.
बाबा  तुम्हारी  लीला को समझने की  कोशिश  करती  हूँ, लेकिन  समज नहीं पा रही हूँ.   
बाबा  मै  अपने आपको  समर्पित करना तो चाहती  हूँ, पर सम्पूर्ण रूप से समर्पित नहीं कर पाती  हूँ . 
बाबा,  लेकिन  तुमसे से सिर्फ  यही प्राथना है की कृपया अब मुझे कोई भी नयी  परेशानियों  से दूर रखे
क्योकि अब तुम्हारी  इस बेटी  में लड़ने और सहने की क्षमता  वैसी  नहीं रही है जो पहले थी .

THANK U BABA FOR EVERYTHING!!!

BABA, PLEASE  ALWAYS BE WITH MY NEAR AND DEAR ONES & TAKE CARE OF THEM,

LOVE U SOOO MUCH BABA!   

MY BELOVED BABA, YOU be my purpose in life. NO ONE ELSE ………..NOTHING ELSE…….

BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!