MY DEAREST BABA,
Tvameva Mata cha Pita Tvameva,
Tvameva Bandhu cha Sakha Tvameva,
Tvameva Vidya Dravinam Tvameva,
Tvameva Sarvam Mama Deva Deva
BABA, last one year was really tough and its effect was on my mind, heart and health.
All kind of insecurities attacked my mind. The attacks of insecurities, the faith which
was surrendering me to you - BABA is still lacking. BUt, my beloved BABA, YOU took care
of me during all these days in a miraculous way.
The attacks from my own people, the mental attacks and the Threats and words they used for me.
It was so painful. All those times I was just watching YOU BABA - YOUR EYES with tears and allowed those
words which injured my heart, mind and my soul again and again.
It was so painful and I was watching YOU BABA and letting it happen. I was letting it happen
as BABA - as YOUR will and today I have no complain for those words and threats which were injured my mind
and soul. I am enduring the pain as the essential, as something good for me, as a gift from YOU
my beloved BABA to get me closer to YOU. All the time, all these days I was watching YOUR EYES
and my BABA, YOUR GRACE, YOUR LOVE has supported me in these difficult times.
Today, BABA due to YOUR grace, now there is no complains for those words and theats which have injured
my mind and the people who injured me. (Let anybody speaks hundreds of things against you,
do not resent by giving any bitter reply. If you always tolerate such things, you will certainly be happy.
(SSC Chapters XVII & XIX). I am just letting the injuries to my mind, heart & soul happen as it is
something essential for my growth, to make me mentally, physically and emotionally strong and
something which is very essential to be closer to YOU my BABA. If all these injuries had come to me,
it was necessary for me, otherwise my BABA, YOU would not have given it to me.
THANK YOU BABA FOR EVERYTHING .................... !
MAY YOUR LOVE & BLESSINGS ALWAYS BE WITH US ALL & WITH ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR ONES!
BABA, hold me tightly always .........!
BABA, my humble prostrations at your lotus feet ………!
LOVE YOU BABA!!!