Sai Baba,
I am very sorry. I remember when I was small, until grade 7 I worshiped you with my full faith and devotion. I always kept your teachings and values in my mind. But from past 3 years I got distracted from your teachings and path of being pure. I wish I could blame it all on others but that's not the right thing. I have been a terrible person for 3 years now. I feel like I have been living in a world where there is no positivity around me. My positive energy seems to have drained out.
I want to become a good person again baba. I know, I have done, said, heard, watched things which I should never have. I have used the 5 senses you gave to me in a bad way. I feel unpure now and away from you.
Please Sai Baba help me to fight the evil thoughts which have been surrounding me from past three years. I don't want to be the person I have been from this period. Please help me become the person I was before.
I want to get back the innocence i had, bhakti and shradhha i had towards you and other gods. Please help me to not stray away from the path of love, devotion, peace and sincerety.
Please bhagwanji help me so I can study without distractions, stay in good company, keep away from thoughts which make me want to hate myself later, make my parents proud, help others in every single way I can, don't judge others from what they have done in the past and be a good human.
I hope it's not too late and that I can still purify my soul and be a good person in your sharan.
Om Sai Ram.
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