Dear Murali ji,
something is there which is disturbing u a lot ......if u feel u can share ur problems with us and we can find some solutions with Baba's grace......u can mail me on
sonikaputtoo@gmail.com if u wish.......
Please have faith and try to be cool and discuss ur problems with ur near ones whom u trust...May be they will help u out ......
Have patience and chant Sai's name whenever possible hamaree har saans Sai Sai hoona chahiye...when u remember him everytime the possibility of fear and anxiety touching ur heart becomes zero.....hold his holy feet close to ur heart and meditate on his feet .u'll be blessed...dont forget to take Baba's udi ...It helps miraculously!!!!!!!!!!
DAYA KSHAMA KRIPA KARO SAI DEV!!!!!!!!