Saicharandhoolji, Manishji, I'am not entitled and do not want to interfere in ur personal life. Take it as a friendly thing. However, if you want to beg her that's ur call, remember the following
"Bin Maange Moti milaen, Maange milae naa bheekh"
There is a true story which happened to Nehru in 1957, he went on a visit to a hospital. There is saw a person neatly dressed, just having a Photo in his hand and talking to himself, blabbering incoherently. Nehru asked the Dr about his problem and the Dr replied that the photo is of his LOVE whom he could not marry, so he lost his balance. In the adjacent room there was another man shabbily dressed, photo in his hand who was blabering angrily, Nehru again asked the Dr about this person, and the reply he got shocked Nehru. HE TOLD THAT THIS IS THE PERSON WHO "MARRIED" THE FORMER'S "LOVE"
How much are you loosingon ur job, career, troubling ur family with this so called Heartbreak. V2birit ji is right.
Another thing which Baba said always. Baba's Bhaktas cannot be given life partners, who do not match each other in Bhakti, frequency, etc. as they wud be wasting life time just adjusting to each other