Sainehaji...
I just have a thought to share with you.
When thousands of kids cannot survive more than a weeks life on earth... God blessed me with so many years full of Love, Life and Youthfullness...
I never bowed to Him and asked Him "WHY ME"?
When lakhs of people are born disabeled - who do not know what light is, sound is, who are dependant on others for simple movement, who go through the torture of feeling like a burden with every breath they take... God blessed me with a complete body, mind and spirit.
I never bowed to Him and asked Him "WHY ME"?
When so many people starve to death, die of thirst, shiver or drown to death just cause they do not know what it is to have a mosel of food, a drop of water or shelter... God blessed me with all the basics of life, the power of language, education, money, a home, a job to earn and fend for myself, the capacity or skills to survive even without a job... he gave me eyes to read, funded my education and made be capable enough of using the internet, sharing my thoughts, feelings, abilities, finding and working on various job assignments....
I never bowed to Him and asked Him "WHY ME"?
When millions do not even know what it is to have ONE person to talk to, to be smiled at by someone, someone to pick them up when they fall and bleed... God blessed with a beautiful family and friends who love me so much that I often take the word "love" for granted.
I still never bowed to Him and asked Him "WHY ME"?
And today in the midst of my almost perfect life... in order to make me bow to Him, touch His feet, learn what He sent me to and test my faith in HIM... in His presence in me... when He just sent a minor storm... I stand up straight, look Him in the eye and ungratefully, angrily ask Him...
God... WHY ME?
Sainehaji... I hope u don't misunderstand my words and understand the intent and meaning behind them. God Bless you and solve all your problems and give you all the strength and wisdom to find the solution to each of them... the solution...which also lies in YOU!
Love & Light,
Om Sai Ram