Baba, aap sab jaante ho
you are aware of my bad deeds + good deeds.Because of this environment and other bad experiences of mine, 'm so much stronger today and so much tough. I vented all my anger upon god for the bad things which happened to me and bad things which were happening to my country,India..I forgot you(I forgot that inspite of the sins i committed someone still cares for me so much)..Kisi ne sach hi kaha hai pyaar andha hota hai aur main bhi andhi ho gayi..You sent me atleast 8-9 signals to show me the truth!! But i was like ..just unable to see. And now, you know my entire life is at stake and with that,my family's life too(coz of my mistake)..& coz of a person i never even dreamt would be like that!!
I read somewhere that the ONLY KEY TO REMOVE YOUR SINS IS TRANSFORMATION
and 'm doing the same..
Baba,maine is janam mein bure aur achhe karam dono kare hai.I've stopped blaming others. I'm transforming..forgive me..guide me and help me to be one good worthy individual.
baba,help me come out of this problem cleanly..bachalo hume.Bless me..i need you..Jai bhagwan ji