Sona Lee,
It is beautiful name Sona that is Gold and Lee reminds me Bruce Lee. If once you get a chance to read Tao of Jeet Kun Do by bruce lee there is a good poem by bruce lee, philosphy of whole life is summarized there.
If you are reading this post in mortal form, it means you are still alive. Sai never kills anyone. He seperate us from our social mask, a bad mask, show us reality, purify our hearts, forgive us, show right path, take on that path, support us and be with us untill we learn to stand on ourself. If Baba start killing like this, who will survive. At any point of life we all commit mistake or sin, no matter small or big.
Have Faith!Have Patience!
Everything will be Fine.
Om Sri Sai Ram!