We have been trying to have a baby for few months. After going through painful tests i was told everything is fine with me and my husband. My father referred to astrologer and he said i should apologize to Sai Baba. I might have unknowingly committed a sin and i have to apologize to Sai Baba. Have to sponsor an orphan. I did sponsor an orphan by donating money on a website and also have doen anna danam too. I have read Thaopovan (sathya sai baba's book and will start Sai Sathcharitra ), i was told to perform Subramanya Swami pooja which i did too. I read Subramanya Ashthotaram almost everday. I dont know what else to do. I have an appointment with infertility specialist and i am scared with tretments and thought tests show everything is normal i hope i can conceive soon.
What other pooja to do?? which way to ask aplology to Sai baba. I dont know what is my mistake and whatever it si i want to beg him to pardon me. I'm scared of subjected to painful tests and treatments and want to pray to him to bless us soon with a healthy, happy normal baby.
On sai ram