My Sins....sai baba i beg you to forgive me

[JaiSaiBaba]

I lied to my first girl friend that some other girl is in love with me. But Sai jee i did that because my girl friend was not paying any attention to me...i wanted to get her love back, thats why i lied to her...then after she left me alone...

Then I got together with a foreign girl...i did some shameful things like kissing etc. etc. with her...but thenafter i left her, because i thought my first girl friend still likes me...

Thenafter i never got love of any girl...no one liked me that way...i tried to get a girl friend for me...i tried to love someone from real heart...but no girl liked me anymore in that way..

I Know god has punished me...Oh God, please forgive my sins...i wont repeat it again...please forgive me...

Now am in love with someone...i pray to sai baaba to forgive me and help me to get my love this time..

Sai baaba sab ka bhala kare...



Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[deepak_kumar_pahwa]

dear JaiSaiBaba ji,

what you say love is not a love infact.
i know its not easy to accept it but yes its not a love!

dear it a matter of age.its an attraction. and what you want is also a result of attraction.
but dont feel uncomfirtable its a natural procees of life.almost evrybody goes through this stage. even i have gone through it.


Dear what you feel is felt by most of the (in fact almost everybody) persons. As you grow up (not by age but by state of mind) you will realise it yourself! it will be a tinny matter for you at that time.

Dear i am sorry to say but what you say LOVE is not love, it sex feeling you are looking for. i know my words will hurt you but its fact. and natural also. B'z you are looking for a company of apposite sex only. You know LOVE can be done with anybody- with your Mom, Dad, bro,or sister too. is'nt it?

yes we all love our family but what we look outside is- mental sex satisfaction, and we call it love which is not love infact.


Ok give me reply- Do you love your mother? your sister? your aunt?
have you ever touched her? what feeling do you have at that time? it pure like pure water. right........?

but now think of your girlfriend- how do you feel when you touch her?
it exciting. right....? its give a different kind of feeling. right....?

why?

just b'z of the thinking we have in our mind and truely and openly speaking its a feeling of sex.

dear feeling of sex it a natural feeling.so dont feel uncomfirtable.
the whole world is surviving b'z of this feeling only.

but yes it should not dominate you.

I AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURTED YOU BY MY WORDS.
IT WAS NOT A CHAPTER OF ANY BOOK. IT WAS MY OWN EXPERIENCE OF LIFE AND MY OWN ANALYSIS OF MY OWN LIFE THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.I NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU OR ANYONE ELSE IN THIS MANDIR.
SO PLZ FORGIVE ME IF I AM WRONG.

JAI SHIRI SAI NATH.

DEEPAK SAI PAHWA

[deepak_kumar_pahwa]

Dear JaiSaiBaba

if it is possible for you,plz go through "SHIRI MADBHAGWAT GEETA".

and do one more thing- read it, read the meaning of it but do not read the analysis of the SHALOKAS.analyse it your self.

do not just go through it.try to understand it by heart.try to take the learnings rather then reading it only.

geeta is a magical book every body has his own learning. if you read its analysis you will loose your own learing.

i have read it for approx. for 9 times(from the age of 12 years to now) every time i get a new learing through it.

you may have your own experience.

jai shiri sai nath

DEEPAK SAI PAHWA

[JaiSaiBaba]

You say, its just a sex attraction...

but the girl whom i love says don't ever touch me till these or that period...i won't touch her...then is it love?
if she says wait for me some years...then she will give me an answer whether she loves me or not...i will wait for her...then is it love?

dear deepak ji..i am not looking for sex...am just looking for real love...hope sai baba helps me...

If i get an oppurtunity ready bhagwat geeta...i will do that too

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai..!

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[deepak_kumar_pahwa]

KARAN JI,

I THINK I HAVE HUNRTED YOU. I WAS NOT INTENDED TO HURT YOU.

CHHOTA BHAI SAMJH KAR HI MAAF KAR DENA KYOKI MAAF KARNE WALA HAMESHA BADA HOTA HAI.

BABA SE DUA HAI KI AAP KO APKA SACHA PYAAR JALD MILE!

JAI SHIRI SAI NATH.

DEEPAK SAI PAHWA

[JaiSaiBaba]

Mujhe aapki baat ka bura nahi laga...shayad aapki baat mein sacchai bhi ho kyon ki aap mujhse umar mein bade lagte hai....lekin mujhe real love chahiye...jo mujhe ek baar phir nahi mila....

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[nimmi]

KARAN JI ...
JAI SHRI SAI NATH ....I AM TOTALLY CONFUSED ..A I AM NOT GETTING U ..AAPNE FIRST MAIL ME LIKHA KI AAAPKO SACHA PYAAR CHIYE THA ...USKE BAAD AAP KISE OR KE SAATH INVOLVE HO GAYE ...AND THAN YU YOURSELF SAID U DID SOME SHAMEFUL THINGS .....IS THAT REAL LOVE AGER APPKO APNI GIRLFRIEND KAPYAAR PAANA HI THA TO AAPKO USKI WAIT KERNI CHIYE THE ...NA KI  KISI OR KE SAATH INVOLVE HONA CHIYE .....AAPKO USKI WAIT KERNI CHIYE THI AND THAT IS CALLED REAL LOVE .....OR YE SACH HAI KI SACHA PYAAR BAHUT HI KAM LOG KER PAATEY HAIN.....ANYWAYS .BHAGWAN KEREY KI AB APP KA PYAAR KISE KE LIYE SACHA PYAAR HI HOO ..JAISA KI APP CHATEYY HAI ........OR YE HAM SAB KE LIYE BAHUT KHUSHI KI BAAT HOGI ....
ALL THE BEST .............
JAI SAI NATH ...
NIMMI

OM SAI NATH .........
HEY sai NATH , AAP KE RIN, HAM KIS PRAKAR CHUKA SAKENGEY .
AAPKEY SHRI CHERNO MAIN HAMARA BAAR BAAR PRANAM HAI .
HAM DINO PER AAP SADEV KIRPA KERTEY RAHIYE .
KYOMKI HAMAREY MAN MAIN SOTEY JAAGTEY HAR SAMYE NA JAANEY KYA KYA SANKULP VIKULP UTHA KERTEY HAI
AAPKE BHAJAN MAIN HI HAMARA MAN MAGAn HO JAAYE AISA ASHIRWAAD DIJIYE ...HAMARI AAPSE PRATHNA HAI KI APP HAMARI JATIL SAMASAYO OR SANKTO KO SARAL KEREY OR HAMARI ICHAYE PURAN KERNEY KI KIRPA KEREY ...
baba ham aapko kabhi na bhooley or hamesha aap ka naam smran kertey rahey ..baba appne sai sachriter main ye likha hai jab tak samast paap nasht nahi ho jaatey koi bhi sai ka naam nahi le sakta ...baba aap sab per apni kirpa keriye yahi prayer kertey hain ...




dearbaba ......u know everything wat i want ...becoz i know their is no need to tell yu .....so i am waiting for yu blessings .....i believe in yu so much sai baba ji ..so this year plz plz dont disappoint me ....i need yu bleesing very very badly ....so plz hamari poori family per apni kirpa kijiye
jai sai ram .....
nimmi

[JaiSaiBaba]

Maine uska intezaar karna chaha...maine use contact bhi kiya...par wo mujhse baat tak nahi karna chahti thi...usne mujhe ye tak nahi bataya ki wo mujhe kyon chod rahi hai...is baat ko 4 saal ho gaye...!!

Aur phir kuch mahino pehle maine kisiko real love dena chaha...par mujhe kal usne bhi manna kar diya...maine is baare mein "sai baba help me" forum mein likha hai...you can read that..

Oh God please forgive my mistakes which I did in your eyes...

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[tipu]

JAI SHRI SAINATH BABA KI..
BABA MERA MANN BAHUT HI CHANCHAL HAI..OR ME APNE AAP KO SIRF AAPKE HI HAWALE KARNA CHAHTA HOON BABA...MUJHE APNE ****AL CHARNON KI CHAYA ME VISHRAM KARNE DO BABAAAA....AAPKE UPKAAR BAHUT HAI MUJH PER...TUMHI NE MERI JAAN MERE JANAM DIN PER BACHAI THI BABAA...APNE VRID HATHON KO SADA MERE SIR UPPER RAKHNA...OR MERI PATNI JI PER BHI AAPNE SADA APNA AASHIRVAAD BANAYE RAKHA HAI..BABA AAGE BHI HUM PER APNI KIRPA KARTE RAHIYE...HUM DONO KA VISHWAS KABHI NA TUTNE PAYE BABA..HUM SOTE JAAGTE UTHTE BAITHE SIRF AAP KO HI YAAD KIYA KARTE HAI BABA...AAPKA BAHUT BAHUT SHUKRIYA BABAA...JO AAPNE HUME  SHIRDI AANE KA NIMANTRAN DIYA HAI...HUM ISI VARSH SHIRDI AAAYENGE BABA....TERI LEELA APRAMPAR HAI BABAA.....

yatinder

[tana]

om sai ram....

karan ji...
sirf ek baat...
never ignore a person who loves u....
cares u...
miss u...
bcoz...one day u may wake up your sleep..
and realize that u've lost the moon while counting stars...!!!

so i think u wake up now...
vaise baba k itne accha beta ho kar kya hua tum ko...jo love....

vaise 1 baat bolu ...
LOVE IS NOT AS EXITING AS EVERYONE SAY....
VAISE...
ALL THE BEST KARAN...

BABA HELP U...

BABA REHEM NAZAR KARNA...SAB KI RAKHA KARNA...SAB K APRADH MAAF KARO ...RAKHA KARO...

SAI TERA HI AADHAR....

OM SAI RAM...
JAI SAI RAM...
SATYA SAI RAM...
SHREE SAI RAM...

BABA KI NADAN BETI....

[JaiSaiBaba]

Hi dear tana,

thanks for your lovely words...tana ji, I tried my best to get real love of someone...and baba knows that....but everytime i failed...everytime i beg baba to forgive my every mistake which i did in his eyes...

Thanks tana jo that you pray for me....yes i have learnt a lot from my previous mistakes...and hope baba ji will forgive me...

I don't know whether love is as exiting as everyone say...but i am alone...very much alone...i need a partner to stay with me in my good and in my bad times...i really need someone with whom i can talk about my problems....with whom i can share my happiness...

I pray for you too. May Baba fulfil your every wish...

Mujhe is forum mein aakar bahut shaanti mili hai..
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Sai
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Sai
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Sai

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[tana]

om sai ram karan....
baba aap ki wishes jaroor poori kare gae...aap ko aap ka har mod par saath dene wala partner jarror milae ga....
baba aap k saath hai....yhe ek sacha rasta hai jispar aap ko kabhi nirasha nhi mile ge...
yaa ek baat aur v r not alone hum sab k saath baba hai aur sab se bada sach yhe hai....aur haan yen mandir toh hai he ...jo hame yeh baba k roop main mila hai....baba sab dekhte hai...

baba rehem nazar karo apne bachcho par....
sab par kripa karo....

baba ki nadan beti...


om sai ram jai sai ram...

[JaiSaiBaba]

Baba ji meri life mein sab kuch ulta hota ja raha hai...

Jin baton se hamesha darta tha, wo hi hoti jaa rahi hai....oh sai ji i will break down..please mere saath aisa mat karo...sai ji mere saath raho hamesha...baba please help me....meri life theek kar do...sab kuch theek kar do..

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai

[deepak_kumar_pahwa]

KARAN BHAI,

KYA HUA?

AAP ITNE PARESHAAN KYO HAI?

BABA PLZ HELP KARAN JI.BABA MAI SAMAJH SAKTA HUN KI HAMARI LIFE MAE HAR PARESHANI AANE WALE PAL KE LIYE KOI NA KOI SEEKH LE KAR AATI HAI.
LEKIN BABA JAB HUM USS PARESHANI KE DUAR SE GUJAR RAHE HOTE HAI TO BAHUT KAMJOOR AUR NIRAASH HO JATE HAI.BABA KARAN BHAI PAR RAHAM NAJR KARO.UNKE KASHT HARO BABA.

BABA YE LIFE KE WOH PAL HAI JAHA SE HAMARI LIFE TURN LETI HAI,HAMARI SOOCH MATURE HOTI HAI,MAGAR BABA YE LIFE KA BAHUT PAINFUL TURN HOTA HAI,PLZ HELP KARAN BHAI.

JAI SHIRI SAI NATH.


DEEPAK SAI PAHWA

[JaiSaiBaba]

Deepak ji...main kya kahun aapko....dil mein kuch toot raha hai....sab kuch ulta ho gaya mere saath ...

Maine sab kuch accha karna chaha...lekin...pata nahi...

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai