Do you know What Mukti is? If you are taking Death as Mukti, Then it is just lack of understanding. As in my last post to you I said.
My Child, I don't say, Don't Love. It happens, you can't control it. Don't turn it into hatred. Even He has cheated you. You know why, when we love someone at such level and He/she doesn't accept our Love, Baba himself accept it. Woh to waise bhi pyar ke bhooke hai. Aur han Baba ko dosh mat do, He hasn't done anything bad with you, But save your life from a mishappening in the future. Who can't be with you for you for sometime, how can live this relation forever. It is better he has left you now and not after some years to make your life hell. It is better to suffer the pain of a few days instead of years.
May Sai Bless You!
om sri sai ram!