Saibaba...... I have definitely done a lot of sin in this birth and previous birth i guess...otherwise i won't be suffering this mental torture. I always thought that i have sacrificed my life for every one in my family. But my near and dear one says that i have done all the wrong. Probably i was wrong in thinking and probably all of them are right. So baba....i don't have any right to lead a life in this world. I'm not brave enough to commit suicide and hence it's up to you to finish the task. Please help my family and keep every one happy. If you can make my wife realise that i love her that's enough....she is totally out of her minds and i don't know how to console her and her psychotic behaviour kills me every day. baba pleasse help me.