Dear Preetisai1, We are all humans and hence tend to err , all of us in different ways. The important thing , even as quoted in the holy books is that if you repent
sincerely for your mistakes or sins , the lord has pity on you and forgives you . So with this confession to god you have conveyed your repentance to Sai .
keep chanting his name, but most importantly , try to make up for lost time by being good to others , especially your parents and your husband. dont worry , you turn a new leaf and become a different person and Sai will see all this and bless you with eternal happiness. god bless. Om Sairam, Jai Sairam, Jai Jai Sairam.