Dear Jannubhai,
I read your post today and am sending hearfelt best wishes for your speedy recovery.In times of this pain,please feel grateful that you have eyes to see,ears to hear,food to ear,access to internet..and
we all undergo suffering in life..it comes in different forms .Your pain is undoubtedly severe and you have to have strong will power to say to baba ,that nomatter how much this pain comes, like a devil, it cannot deviate your desire to pray to baba and read about him each day..a solid determination and postive thought ,along with helping allthose who come to ur life,will do wonders to your own suffering and you wont even realise when this pain is completey gone. I know it is very easy for me to say and very difficult for you to endure or practice,but we all are bound by our past karmas and we have to face those karmas in some form,simultaneoulsy trying our best to keep ourselves afloat and connected to the power of Sai .
I hope this post will inspire you as much as it helps me when i try to share whatever i can with others, in my current state. Baba loves all of us ,that is why he made us all get connected to each other through this forum .
Sincere regards:
bab