jai sai ram,
well i m new to you i would like to say that keep some patience leaving ething on SAI, he came to u himself encouraged you to read his literature, do his aarti's this is not less than a miracle-he inspired you himself,wait for the right time to come, and if u have read satcharitra u must know that doing suicide is the biggest sin for baba,live every moment of ur life chant his name u will his presence-----close your eyes do meditate on his feets and chant sai in ur heart mind soul,he will be there,leave ething on him and do ur work,keep flowing in the flow of life...
jai sai ram
nidhi shandilya
jai sai ram