baby im sorry i dont know how i can be forgiven, i keep making the same mistake again and again and i never learn, please let me learn, my parents, my uncle and aunt, they all work so hard to support me, working day and night, I have never wanted anything materially from them but they make sure i have everything i need, ample money and all facilities but I always just waste time at university and dont study regularly, please get me a first this time or let the plane crash, I cant take letting my parents down please forgive for my repeated mistakes and give me some wisdom so i dont keep doing this, all i have ultimately are my family and friends and i dont want to let them down!
why do i keep making these mistakes, why cant i learn like a normal person, what crime did i do to deserve this saddness whatever it was please forgive me, no more, make me strong, give me faith in u please please please show me how to surrender and trust in you.
ur bhakt