DEAR PHANISHAYI, IT WAS TOUGHT TO ME THAT GREAT SAINTS HAVE SAID , THE ORDER OF RESPECT SHOULD BE "MATA , PITA, GURU , DAIVAM" IN OTHER WORDS MOTHER, FATHER , GURU OR TEACHER AND GOD. SO YOU MUST RESPECT YOUR PARENTS LIKE GOD BCOS THEY HAVE UNDERGONE NUMEROUS SACRIFICES FOR YOU. HAVING SAID THIS , WE ALL DO MISTAKES WE REGRET LATER AND YOU HAVE MADE A MISTAKE WHICH CAN BE PARDONED. DONT WASTE TIME , ASK FOR YOUR FATHERS FORGIVENESS AND TOUCH HIS FEET. ALSO BEG SAI FOR HIS FORGIVENESS AND TRY TO KEEP YOUR TEMPER IN CONTROL . IF POSSIBLE OR NEEDED TAKE SOME MEDICATION. MAY SAI SHOW YOU THE RIGHT PATH. OM SAIRAM.