Don’t worry Anushka, There is only lessons and not failure, until you finally decide to quit. Sai is so merciful, but before you approach Sai, you have to be firm, a commitment with self, Will get change. To live a graceful life. Sai Mercy and blessings are beyond imagination and limits, but first be pure from heart, Accept Sai as your Master whole heartedly, It is not years, but in days you will realize changes in your life. That’s the grace of Sai on his pure devotees. Very difficult, But if you try,, Nothing is to loose, but to gain entire eternity………! Treasure of Sai is always open!
And at last, what has happened, nothing can be undone. It is beyond your control. But future, what you will do is in your hands only. Focus and plan with calm mind, where to lead. Before desire for final answer from Sai, first decide what is your final question, what you want. Problem is this Everyone want an answer from Sai, But hardly anyone comes with a question. Think and move ahead.
All the best and good luck!
May Sai Bless You!
om sri sai ram!