To....my baba

[anushka]

babaji.....i m feeling very ashamed of  myself.mughe aaj ehsas ho raha he ki mai hamesha galat thi...shayad usi ka natiza bhugat rahi hu....maine jan bugh ke ye sab nahi karna chahti thi bahgwan....maine kitne logo ka sapna tod deya.bahut sharmnak zindagi he ye.aapne mughe kyo nahi roka baba....aab mein bahut buri tarah fas gayi hu...meri bevkofi ki saza mera parivar bhugat raha hei...aab mein kya karo baba.....mughe pata he...mummy papa bahut dukhi he...maine aapni zindagi kya banadi....mere hath se sub kuch chut gaya hei.....etne guilt ke sath jina bahut mushkil he...main kya karu...mein abhi mar bhi nahi sakti...etne sare logo ka karz chukana he mughe.....mein sabko kaise face karo........
mughe himmat do baba....ki mein ab kuch thik kar sako...kafi vaqt lag jaega aab...par mughe karna hei.....etni kripa karna baba ki jab maro to dil mein koi bogh lekar nahi jao....samagh nahi aata baba ki ye sab meri karni ka fal hei ya meri kismat ka likha hei.......

mughe na to aapse madad mangne ka adhikar hei aur na hi rone ka....kyo ki apne dene mei koi kami nahi chodi...mein hi kabhi serious nahi thi apni life ko lekar......i m sorry i let u down

[saib]

Dear Anushka,

Subha ka bhula agar sham ko ghar aa jaye to use bhula nahi kahte. We only make choices of our life, Baba interferes only when we surrender our life with full devotion accepting his wish whole heartedly.

...etne sare logo ka karz chukana he mughe.....mein sabko kaise face karo........

Don't run from your responsibilities. Face the world. Have confidence. If You Repent from true heart, Everything will get fine. But Don’t do anything to please others, Do what is Genuine. Perform your Karmas but don’t get attached.

People suffer as they give control of their happiness/life to others. If they love someone, He/She shows some affection they get pleased, otherwise remain Sad. If Parents don’t fulfill expectations of Children, they get annoyed, If Children don’t take care of Parent’s sentiments due to generation GAP, They feel frustrated. So, Keep Control of your life/happiness only in your hand if you want to attain a peaceful phase in your life. Also remember nothing happen overnight (unless Baba approves for special reasons), So hold great amount of patience with upmost faith.

mughe na to aapse madad mangne ka adhikar hei aur na hi rone ka....kyo ki apne dene mei koi kami nahi chodi...mein hi kabhi serious nahi thi apni life ko lekar......i m sorry i let u down

Baba par Vishwas ho to adhikar apne aap hi mil jata hai, Aur Jo baba ke age Rone ki himmat kar pate hai, Unke Paap to apne aap hi dhul jate hai aur man ki mail bhil dhul jati hai. Sai swam hath pakad kar un rahon par le jate hai, jahan such ya dukh ka koi arth nahi rah jata, Rah jata hai to sirf Sai ka pyara sa naam or Sath.

Hame Mangne mai (Jiske hum kabil hai unki nazar mai) der ho sakti sai, Sai dene mai der nahi karte!
 
So, It is only you who have to decide, what next. and Yes, It is not so simple as appears, But dare to adopt the path of Sai and see How beautiful life becomes.

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

[anushka]

thank you saib ji for ur supporting words but..........yeah.............some damages are irrepairable.....i am not in the state to think and decide ........and asking baba to help me is like torturing him...he has been good to me always........but yes i'll surely try to regain my lost position and image among my friends and family.....and  u rightly pointed out ...i think i was trying to please some and finally displeased many.....ultimatey turned out to be an ultimate idiot...........

[saib]

Don’t worry Anushka, There is only lessons and not failure, until you finally decide to quit. Sai is so merciful, but before you approach Sai, you have to be firm, a commitment with self, Will get change. To live a graceful life. Sai Mercy and blessings are beyond imagination and limits, but first be pure from heart, Accept Sai as your Master whole heartedly, It is not years, but in days you will realize changes in your life. That’s the grace of Sai on his pure devotees. Very difficult, But if you try,, Nothing is to loose, but to gain entire eternity………! Treasure of Sai is always open!

And at last, what has happened, nothing can be undone. It is beyond your control. But future, what you will do is in your hands only. Focus and plan with calm mind, where to lead. Before desire for final answer from Sai, first decide what is your final question, what you want. Problem is this Everyone want an answer from Sai, But hardly anyone comes with a question. Think and move ahead.

All the best and good luck!

May Sai Bless You!

om sri sai ram!

[anushka]

thanks saibji....for showing me the right path....u were no less than my baba to me...........i'll try to calm my mind first then decide how to proceed with my life..........i'll better concentrate on my future plans rather crying over my past mistakes.....

U r great Saibji.....Thanks 4 everything

[sona babu]

sai baba bless you....

OM SRI SAI RAM
OM SRI SAI RAM
OM SRI SAI RAM
OM SRI SAI RAM
OM SRI SAI RAM

[FaithInSai]

Dear Anushka,

If I may add some lines for you
I do know that Baba never feels torture
If you simply kneel and pray
And you do realize Baba does forgive you
As you silently sincerely say:

In Sai, I lay my trust
In Sai, I lay my problems
In Sai, I find the answers
In Sai, I always believe
In Sai, there is so much to see
Why do I ever doubt my Sai
At times, in frustrations unseemly
When, He is truly there for me,
Why do I not have that shraddha
Completely and some saburi,
Pray help me, O’Lord Sai
To stop and truly see
You inside my heart, as plain as can be
Just as my heart beats in rhythm
To the soft music played by Thee.

May Baba's sugar fill your cup
as you do look up to my Sai
and pray sincerely, for His advice
and support, with blessings in a thrice.