Dear Saijyoti
OM SAI RAM
I can understand that person feel very alone and disappointed when he has having so many problems in life.but i wil suggest you to have in our SAI. he is almighty, knows everything.jab baba bahut der tak jawaab nahi dete to hammare liyr zaroor kuch achcha soch rahe hote hain. thoda aur intwzaar karo, sab theek ho jaayega. woh zaroor tumhari raksha karenge.
Regards
Parulsai