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[vidyarp]

Baba..please mann ko shanti dena. Aur dimaag ko thanda rakhna...wo kya hai na baba...whenever i think of sc, my blood boils. I hate the injustice he does and i hate the way these guys are just flounting all the rights and laws...they are playing with our careers and thats not good. Please take care of all dear lord..

[vidyarp]

Baba...good morning. Gussa karne se koi fayeda nahi hai. And the only thing that can save me is focus on what i do and do it to the best of my abilities. And of course faith and persevearance and belief in you. Without this nothing can be achieved. I dont want t live my life like an also ran. I dont want to be a burdn on my family. I want to be able to earn enough to take care of all my family's needs and give my father, son and husband the very best. If only i could take my dad to London once. And if only i could earn well and from home. And with m away....My list is endless baba
jo bhi hai...baba..one should never stop dreaming i guess....

[pradeepp]

baba thanks for your  blessings protection and forgiveness
baba  beg you to remove all obstacles in my life
omsai

[vidyarp]

Good afternoon baba..sorry couldnt write to you in the morning. You know how things are going right now. So kind of busy. But baba...nothing will be possible without your blessings. And i dont know how and why, i fee better about sd today...I guess its breaking the initial barrier...or maybe adapting to someone's style. Lets see how things go from here. But i also feel all this is illusion. This is not real....and i dont know how it will be at home. so bless me dear lord and help me to go on. Be my strength and give me the wisdom and courage that is required. I will not let you down.

[vidyarp]

Good morning baba...things are the same as they were yesterday. R seems worried. And m is as usual. I dont know if this is what life is meant to be. I am suffering from the arthritis pain baba.This is my karma and i'll go through it. but baba...kuchh bhi karo...mujhe dependent mat bana dena kabhi bhi. I want to be self sufficient till the very last breath i take.
Baaki to aapko pata hi hai...so no need to elaborate and daily same baat kya boloo?? So lets leave it at that. Bas baba...show me the way...

[pradeepp]

baba grateful for blessings protection and forgiveness.
baba beg you to continue your grace and blessings to my family  and  me
baba Pl solve all my problems and bring back peace and happiness in my life and continue to protect me from kamal
rajesh and henchmen and also reddy brothers and DRT  case with Kotak  bank
omsai

[vidyarp]

Om sai sharanam sri sai sharanam.....
baba the weekend was good. I was with my father and that is always very good. I want to be with him as much as possible and save him from loneliness. He is a wonderful man and he deserves a lot more happiness. If only i could do something for him...
Apart from that i was suffering from pain baba. Made me realize how i should never take anything for granted and always be thankful for the simple things that i have in life today.
baba - i may not earn million bucks...i may not be the best in my profession..and i may not be the best dil and mother...but i am doing my best. i am trying to balance a lot of things and given these constraints - i think i am fairly well placed. Only thing is that i should not feel sad about all the lost opportunities. Becoz that will not help. And baba...i really want to start a home business or work from home / appas home actually (which will become my office) how do i do it?? I am at a loss here. So help me to find a way baba...please.

[vidyarp]

Baba...ab aur kitna sehna padega? I am sooo frustrated and angry. I dont know if i need to feel so bad right now. Maybe i am over reacting. But i am so upset with what is being given to me. And they dont know but they are ruining themselves with the way they work. So god help them. But baba - please help me to get a job before that.

[vidyarp]

Dear baba - are you simply testing me?? Looks like it is:) So fine - test me all that u can...i may get upset i may falter...but i will never ever give up on you. I believe in you and i believe in myself. Koi bhi problem itni badi nahi hoti agar hum apni poori mehnat aur dimaag lagayein...and of course aap par poora bharosa rakhein....

So here i am baba...i will enjoy all the challenges u heap on me....so bring it on ...with you by my side...nothing can go wrong...everything will be alright

[pradeepp]

baba  I surrender at your  holy feet  and seek  your blessings in
protecting me and family .  baba Pl help in keeping my faith and trust at your  holy feet in face
of all difficulties and tribulations.
omsai

[vidyarp]

baba...umr beet jaati hai intezaar mein. we wait for better times and always hope that good things are round the corner. we dont enjoy what we have today. Its the tomorrow that worries us and keeps us from enjoying our today. So its an illusion. And that tomorrow never comes. like i said earlier -  i thought a good job will make me feel happy. That didnt happen. i wanted to get a higher paying salary and i got it. but did i feel happy? No - now i want more. so basically i am not going to be happy ever if i keep looking for the perfect life - high paying high profile job but with all the flexibility and lack of stress (Imagine!!!). So what do i really want?? I want a balanced life where i am financially independent, where i can take care of my needs and that of my family. where i have the time to spend with my son and enjoy his childhood and see him grow. i know i am killing my ambitions (which are now secondary - my child and father take highest priority) and letting go of things which my parents have worked hard to give me. They have toiled hard and long to make me what i am. And i cannot just giveit all up or walk away from it. But can i sustain the balance?? I dont knw...am i rambling here??? anyway - baba...u know how it is...so i'll stop it here. good night

[pradeepp]

baba ever  grateful for all your blessings and miracles in my  life. koti  koti  pranams for your guidance and protection . baba I continue to pestering you everyday. baba  beg you to continue to bless and protect my family  and me. baba  Pl arrange  funds today morning to enable  neha  meet  commitment of cheques issued for  kondapur rent and security deposit .
satisfy should not  deposit cheques today  nor phone  neha .
baba  scb should  return  my pune property papers  today and despatch from Mumbai.
baba  no phone calls  or house visit by Sbi  and andhra bank .
omsai

[vidyarp]

baba...i am feeling restless. So that's nothing new. I've been doing the rounds for the past 4 years. Its the feeling of sheer depression and helplessness and unworthiness, then i crib and complain; i try to motivate myself and if luck is onmy side, i do manage to do very well for few days. I feel good about my work, about my life and about my situation in life. And the euphoria lasts till the next round of depression hits me. And then it starts all over. So basically i m not doing anything worthlwhile. I am still at the same spot where i was 4 -5 years ago. That makes me mad!! I mean how can i do this to myself?? Sir was right - we all keep praying god do this help us with that and save me from this and that. we never pray to god to say please give me the strength to bear this situation and the wisdom and courage to move to a better direction. So baba...its ok for me to be restless because i should feel th pain of my current situation. Only then will i try to overcome it.

[vidyarp]

Baba...really i think i am the pits!!Imagine - i keep jeopardizing myself again and again. I set myself up for failure and then crib and complain. God - is there no end to it?? enough vidya- stop fooling yourself! U know u have to focus on 4 items - one is BAU (that has to happen, no way out), then u have a short term objective (which in my opinion - u should do first along with managing BAU. It will help in upcoming talks and boost ur confidence and knowledge), then u have a medium term objective (which should be done after doing th short term one because this is an add on to your current skills. So u need to be pakka in ur current skills and then look at adding over and above), and finally is the long term goal which requires some serious investments in terms of learning a totally new area and making time for practising it. So no confusion only concentration on the objectives in order of priority.

[vidyarp]

baba...thank you for your grace. Otherwise i would have had a tough time yesterday. So thank you for saving me from the accident. I bow to you.
U know it all...so am not going to say it again. I just wish to make more time to be around my son and help him with his studies, play with him rather than attend to stupid conference calls. But then where do i get the money to have that luxury??? such a catch 22 situation na?
Baba...pleasebe with me in this journey.