dear sis , shanu and everyone.......sai ram to all ,
i want my husband back for sure but my family is going through lot of worries because of me and i feel responsible . i m totally shattered and during my testing times even our relatives have turned their back on us , no one is there to help me re unite with my husband , the only easy solution everone is suggesting is to get over with this , get divorced because he will never change and will never care for you . my husband himself told me i have gone back to my parents . its very easy for him to leave me alone and move on in life . i m extremely disappointed with myself . i have started feeling as a failure in life . all i wanted was a happy family with my husband and children but i have nothing . i lost my first unborn child and then destiny seperated me from my husband . now what is left for me ? there is no hope left for me now . i know i will never be happy again . whenever i see kids , my heart longs for my child but i lost my child . for me marriage doesnt happen twice , its something that happens only once and stays for a lifetime .
but , now nothing is left for me . no future ,no happiness , no nothing ........ then what is the point living ? who should i live for now ?
baba bless everyone.........sai ram