om sai ram to all bhakt who is with me n praying for me, but ab mera khud pe bus nai, na meri zuban pe, na mera sochne n chinta karne pe, apni frustation mei main aj kal adil ka bahut dil dukha rahi hun, mujhmei bardash karne ki hud nai rahi, zara zara si baaat pe gussa aa jata hai n main kuch aisa kah jati hun jo nai kahna chahiye tha, ab wagar wo ek baat kahta hai to main 10 baat kah deti hun n hum aj kal ek dusre ki galatian dhoondne mei hi time waste karte hain, main sochti hun ki main khud ko badal lungi, n chup rahungi n shant rahungi n use uski galati samjhne ka waqt mil jarga magar main rok nai pati pata nai kyu,
main pahle aise nai thi, shayd j kuch maine apni life mei dekha hai usne mujhe badal kar rakh dia, meri icchashakti hi mar gayi ki main main jo chahti hun karna wo main kar nai pa rahi, hope baba mujhe man ki shanti pradaan karenge n main khud pe sayim rakh paungi jo mujhe bahut se aham faisle lene mei help karega..............
baba plz mujh par pahle jaisi kripa barsaiye, sirf ap hi ki chatra chhaya main mujhe shanti hai, mera sath dijiye baba