om sai ram,
aap sab thik kah rae hain magar, jaise jaise wqt beet raha hai, mere sawal andar hi andar mujhe khae ja rae hain, bahut dar lagta hai, saham jati hun main,, n ap sab ko shayad yaad ho maine aap se kaha tha ki piche 4 saalo se mere pait mei dard hota hai magar aaj tak us bimari ka pata nai chala, saare test ho gae magar ye pata nai chal saka ki kis wajah se dard hota hai, ab maine ye mehsus kia hai ki jab bhi main kuch gahrai se sochti hun mujhe pait mei dard mehsus hota hai, jab maine apne papa ko ye baat batai ti unhone kaha ki enxitiy ki wajha se hota hai jo agar or zyada r4ahi ti dipression mei badal jaegi............
mujhe bahut ghabrahat ho rahi hai..... pata nai main kaise sab kuch handle kar paungi...... koi samjhega bhi ya sab izzat k name duhai de kar mujhe adil se door kar denge...... kal usne mujhe kaha ki main aj 2jhe zuban deta hun ki tujhe nai pa saka to kisi or se shadi nai karunga or tere ghar k darwaze pe apni jaan de dunga......... bahut dar lagta hai ki kahin mere pyar kisi ki jan na le le, uski, meri ya hamare parents ki..........
baba raham karo baba, maine bhale hi kitne paap kiye hon magar apne to paapiyon ki apne dur se khali nai bheja baba, main bhi apki sharan mei aai hun baba, mere hatho kisi ki jaan na jae baba, mere haatho kisi ka dil na toote, mera pyar kisi ki baddua na lele baba, baba meri raksha karna.......... aj meri zindgi mei ghatne wali har ghatna main manti hun ki aphi ki marzi se ghat ti hai......... aap dekh rae hain sab.........
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