main pagal hoti ja rahi hun, gusse pe kabu nai rakh pati n khud ko punish karti hun fir phusically, deewar mei head marti hun, apne head k hair nochti hun, khud ko marti hun, apne teeth buri tarah se aapsa mei band kar leti hun gusse mein jo baad mei mujhe bahut hurt karta hai, mera weight bhi loose ho gaya hai, main khush nai etc.............wat shud i do? plzzzz mujhse rasta dikho baba, mujhe pagal nai hona......