om sai ram 1ms,
nice to hear here dat your daughter is naughty, lots of love n blessings of mine is with her...... tc of her n you to also...
om sai ram saiputra, sonali,starter, vani & sonu,
main aj is dard se guzar rahi hun, aj main ap sab k sath share karna chahti hun, bz ab zyada dair apne dil mei nai rakh paungi,
bahut se sawal hain mere dil mei aj jinka jawab to nai mil pa raha mujhe magar main andar se khoklo hoti ja rahi hun,
meri badi sis ki shadi ki baat chal rahi hai, ladka acha hai, family bhi achhi hai, n ladka kamata bhi acha hai, isse zyada maa baap ko aur kya chahiye, ghar mei usi ki duaei chal rahi hain ki bus wo ladka meri bahan ko pasand kar le....
main jab ye sab dekh rahi hun to main bikhar rahi hun, aisa nai hai ki main isse khush nai hun, meri bahan ne mere sath jo bhi kia uske liye to main use kabhi maaf nai kar paungi magar wo settle ho jar ye dua zarur dungi use, but aj main usse jealous bhi ho rahi hun ki ye sab mere liye shayd kabhi nai hoga....
sapno ki duniya se aj main practical life dekh rahi hun, mere ba bap k bahut arman hai hum 2 betiyon se ki hum unka ladka ban k dikhaengi, jab unhe mere aur adil k baare mei pata chalega to kya hoga?
unhe lagta hai ki hum ab sath nai magr jab unhe ye pata chalega ki hum kabhi alag hue hi nai to kya hoga? kya main kabhi apni bahan ki tarah dulhan nai ban paungi apne adil ki? kya jo khushiyan aj meri bahn ki zindgi mei hain kya wo meri nai hongi? mera koi bhai nai isi wajah se dada n dadi ne rishta tod lia magar mere ba papa lade unse hum betiyon k liye, kya main unki ye kurbani barbaad kar rahi hun sirf apni khusiyon k liye?
aise na jane kitne sawal hain jo mujhe pagal kar rae hain, ab to aisa lagta ha ki maine pyar hi kyu kia? kash pahle hi apne pyar ka gala ghot dia hota to aj itna dard nai hota.... adil ko aj jab maine ye sab bataya to wo kuch bol hi nai paya.... kahmosh ho gaya wo bus uski ankho mei ansu the. usne kaha ki kya hamei apni khushi se ma bap k liye alag ho jana chahiye?
main sun k ek dum toot padi, kaise alag ho jau? itni mahan nai main usse is mod pe aa kar alag ho jau, usse sacha pyar karti hun, bahut kuch kho kar use paya hai, agar use kho dia to fir kabhi khud ko bh dhoond nai paungi.... tab usne mujhe sambhala n baba pe bharosa rakhne ko kaha....
ap hi batao main kya karu? baba se maine aj sab kah to dia pata nai meri zingi mei abhi aur kitne tufan aane baki hain.....
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