hey deva,
mere sath kabhi kuch acha nai ho sakta na? meri kismat mei kuch nai hai na baba, aap bhi chale jate hain beech beech mei, or ab use ladne se fursat nai hai, main gusse mei itni lal ho gayi thi kal baba ki apna hath 2 baar deewar mei mara tha, main kabhi kisi ki khushi ka reason nai ban sakti na baba........ aapne pata nai kya kismat likh kar mujhe is duniya mei bheja hai.... bus khush hun bus isliye ki is zindgi mei aapki bhakt hone ka saubhagya mila baba.....
main bus haar gayi hun baba, pal pal jal rahi hun main andar hi andar, ghutan se hone lag gayi hai ab baba, khushi, hasi, pyar na jane kahan chale gae, wo bhi mujhe dosh deta rahta hai ab, mere dosto ne bhi hamesha mujhe dhokia hi dia, jinpe maine sabse jyada bharosa kia unhone hi mere peeth piche mere khilaf sajish rachi baba, aapne dekha tha na sab..... ab jab wo sath hai to bhi main khush nai hun baba, roz roz ki ladaiyon se main thak gayi hun baba, main ab or bardaash nai kar sakti baba....
maine kal khud ko abuse kia bz wo sirf isi baat se hurt hai, use main kuch bhi bolu to use utna fark nai padta, main bus aaj ek zinda laash hun baba, main jeena chahti hun uske sath khushi se, kyu nai ho pa raha hai aisa, mujhse kya bhool ho gayi hai baba, batao na plzzzzzzzzzzzzz baba, aapne hamesha mera sath dia hai baba is baar aap kahan hai baba? sab dekh rae hain na aap baba fir bhi chup hain aap? mujhebacha lijiye baba..... main toot to chuki hun magar jeena cahti hun main abhi...... raham kijiye baba