Dear Pari,
You have smartly skipped the point, which I raised. No Problem in SWOT Analysis, all think about S and O, but try to avoid W and T. nothing unusual. It is more than a year, You are here. Could you gain some qualification in this year, Your Love made you to achieve more or left everything on time.
In last 15 months, Many people came here, Begging before Sai to Grant their Love. Many started various rituals, Reading or Writing Sai Satcharitra, Chanting some thousand to Millions of Time, But no one could defeat the power of Maya, In just couple of Days to couple of months, Sai became secondary and they were busy in discussion, forming various strategy how to impress the one they love. In their discussion, if any day they feel pain or hurt, Call Sai otherwise Sai not more than an object in discussion.
I always wished all people to be granted their (if True) Love, But many time their behaviors disgrace the status of Dwarka Mai. Many People directly or indirectly raised the issue, but always ignored.
Anyway, I am not supposed to give any lecture, So as you said, let’s leave all on time. But, there is only one truth, This is only Divine name of Sai, which can heal anyone’s spirit and nothing else!
When I replied you first time, one post I edit and second remove as you was not sounding much mature that time. But now you have gained so many experiences, so can understand what is good or not for you.
You asked in some post, ki tume bhool gaya, bhoola to nahi, par bevajah disturb bhi nahi karta…………Sirf itna ki jab Sai ki sharan mai aao to sirf unka dhayan karo, dekhte hi dekhte sab badal jata hai.
Yahan jo dukhi log hai, Mai to unse bhi buri halat mai tha, kuch likh sakne ki halat bhi nahi thi, aaj jab kabhi us time ke bare me sochta huan to bus hansi aa jati hai, Ki kya mai kabhi aisa tha.
Sai ki sharan mai hi man ko sacchi shanti milti hai, Bus jaroorat hoti hai to kabhi na dolne wale vishwas or Sai charno se preet ki!

May Sai Bless All! Heal All!
om sri sai ram!