All yours Baba :)

[bohemianbab]

My adorable one!Baba sai,
Nomatter I am a tiny peck of dust in this whole cosmos...flying here and there with the harsh winds..wherever this body is pushed and pulled,this soul moves around..sometimes,bruised,sometimes,crushed,sometimes in ecstacy,sometimes in rapture..sometimes in bliss,sometimes in ignorance,sometimes in wisdom..whatever it is,I thank you with all my heart and soul.These gushes of strong winds show me a sight from far above ,of this small world,how small it is,infront of you  and then,I am thrown down,to fall and look above, at the majesty of your BEING..like the Roar of a lion,your powerful words  uplift me,Like a Majestic Mount Everest,your picture mystifies me,Like a lullaby,the wisdom of your words comes in form of silent thought..as i watch ..as an observer..many a times.
Its a beautiful journey.Over all.I m hurt but not crumbled to pieces.and it has been worth it without sweating, who has been able to climb high mountains?
The higher u climb,the faster is heartbeat.The more the suffering, the stronger you become. Thank you Sai, for showing me so much of all that possibly can be.and thank you for being with me all this while.

Some outsider told yet again, a person from the other world which doesnot even know ur name, that i carry some aura and some power..which made her feel like she was in paradise I know what she was talking about u. and i know you were all around me.like a shield. You stay like electromagnetic waves, like a shock absorber ..despite so much turbulence, still noone can feel ,that I m lowliest of low.They say, I m mightiest of all.
Baba,u know the truth.this nothingness ,is what is there.and they see it as something else? I smile and convey to you ,that you are noticed ,by even strangers,though us mortals.yes,you are the aura and u re the paradise .

Make me your messenger baba,just like raviji,to reach out to many others ..
never leave me.
I thank you ,thank you,thank you from the core of every cell, every atom of my being.

Love and hugs ..

your silly child.

[bohemianbab]

Dearest Baba,

Today I remember those dark early day mornings..when train used to reach my little hometown..I used to go from Delhi to meet my parents after few months and train reached in wee hours of early mornings in wintery days when it wud be extreme cold,the chill in the air wud hit and make face ,hands,feet numb.My brothers used to come  to pick me up and take me comfortably tothe warmth of our cosy home in our car..but tears wud flow ,when i looked around the railway station..so many rickhaw pullers would be fighting like hungry cats,wearing skimpy piece of torn fabrics worn around their not-so-clean shirts..their hands wud be bare and feet with no socks..just for earning Rs.10 in that almost 3-4 kms run frm station to main town,they wud wait for train to arrive..and when passengers wud alight,there wud be 5 rickshaw wallas for one passenger..Many of them,would not even get chance ,their wait would be wasted..you know it baba,how heart breaking  that scene was..and it still must be continuing..baba,i wish to give all of them atleast in my hometown,blankets,socks,gloves...and some smiles.Please take away their pain,they are innocent people,please make my country a happy country.do not worry about me much baba.U have done a lot for me.dont know why tears flow while i type all this.baba,i cannot see the pain, the struggle,the fears...the agression ..please give those street animals some shelter..they will die in freezing cold.Baba pls give wisdom to all those who can help others but donot do so.and baba,make me a channel,to be able to leave everyplace where i go, a better place than what it was.I will work hard.