Please unite me with my love

[mansi704]

Sai Baba,


you looked at me and blessed me when I had come to Shirdi, you came in my dreams and told me that you are taking my negative karmas...

But baba inspite of these experiences with you, I have never been more sad and disturbed in my life. Baba I have lost everything in my life, including my child and you know that.. Baba I had received small happiness and love in my life after suffering for ages and  that also is gone away for reason that I am not aware of...
Baba please I beg you to bring me my love back..

Baba please please dont test me any more.. I am begging to you baba, please bring me my love back... Baba I am currently doing the japas for Hanuman chalisa...  you both are avatars of Shiv. Please please bring my love back by the time I finish my japas..please Baba have some mercy..

On Sai Ram.

[mansi704]

Baba I ahve done whatever you have told me to do. you told me to do Akhand japa of Sai naam japa, I did it, you told me to visit you in temple, I did it, you told me to offer you black shawl, I did it,  Baba it is your turn to do something for me now, please giveme my love back baba.. please give me my love back, i dont want to have any false hopes, please either give me my love back or tell me that you dont want me to be united with him. Baba I will accept whatever you say, but please say soemthing, dont be quiet Baba..

Baba whatever I have asked for you ahve not given.. Shall I stop asking you for anything, baba will you ever listen to me? Baba you always told me that you are watching me and you will take care of me, then where are you baba, why cam't i feel your presence and why dont you give me whatever i ask? Baba is my every want, every desire incorrect/wrong that it is not fulfilled...? that cant be the case, because i requested you to give me my child back and you rejected that plea also.. Baba  what do you reject my every single request.. should i stop asking you for anything?

Om Sai Ram

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM

Dear Mansi,

Baba is listening to every word you are saying. And trust me Baba wants to give you very much, all that you ask.
but he is bound because of our karmas. You are surely a good human being. But in your previous births there could have been something for which you have to pay now. He is helping you in getting rid of those karmas first, so that your path in future will be more smooth and full of happiness.

If he is not answering means, he is working hard for you. No point crying out loud and disturbing.
You continue with your praying, without losing FAITH AND holding on to PATIENCE.

He will answer you, as he always does. But you can read his answers only if you queiten and control your mind.

Lastly, never count how much you have prayed. There can never be any measuring instrument for prayers.
There can only be feeling and it can never be measured.

So, pray with your soul and try to connect to Baba. Leave your anxieties on him. He knows you very well, much much better than yourself.

Baba will definitely help you.

Till then...Keep Praying!!!

[mansi704]

I have prayed a lot, I have prayed so much that i  have lost my ability to pray, i feel blank when i am in front of God, I just do not know what to do.. I  have prayed so much that  I even had Baba's darshan in my dreams, but still my situation has continued to beocme worse.. I am still loosing things in life one after the other other, my daughter, followed by my love, i dont have anything in life, i dont even know why am I living? for my parents? they are not going to be forever, what happens after that?

And if I had received an iota of happiness after struggling for 8 yrs in my life, Baba had to take away that love/that happiness also? Is this his love and justice for me..

Baba says that if I dotn listen to you at all, that means I have planning soemthing else for you? Baba if now you dont reveal your plan, then I will understand that you  have been lying to me all the while.. You ahve tested me more than enough baba, it is my turn to test you now... 

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM

Dear Mansi,

Here u go again.

My dear friend, if you call yourself an absolute devotee of Baba, then why is there so much anxiety??
I really dont get it, when you say you have really prayed a lot. This is happening because you are praying to get your intentions fulfilled.
Pray to connect to him, Pray for your soul to be rid of the karmas. Pray that your mind is under your control and not vice versa.

Always remember, Praying should make you feel free, empty and disconnect from this world. If that's not happening, re-start again until all those things happen.

As much as I sympathize with your profound losses and pain, the fact still remains, that you are not alone. Look around, there are people in worse conditions than you.

You have Loving Parents, Baba, who is your friend, philosopher, guide, mother, father, guru, etc...now tell me what is that you dont have?

Sorry to say, but you are so self-centered, you are only thinking about what will happen to "YOU" once your parents are gone.
Has it occurred to you, God forbid, if something happens to you and your parents are left alone here??? what happens after that???

My friend, you came into this world, to pay off your karmas. people who come into your life, are those with whom you have to settle your previous accounts. As Baba says, it's all "rinubandh".

Your sole purpose of coming to this world, is ridding of your bad karmas, by praying and doing good deeds. It is said, when you help any needy person, that karma helps your soul alleviate to higher ground up there.

I suggest, you read this book thoroughly to understand why things are happening in your life, it helped me to understand what I needed to do.
The Book is called, "The Laws of Spirit World'. By Khorshed Bhavnagari.

It is really worth a read.

Lastly, to put it very simply, if you dont have SHRADDHA and SABURI, your mind can never be at peace.

May Baba bless you and guide you and hope you dont ever let go of HIM.


Till then...Keep Praying!!!

[satyasaikrupa]

Dear Mansi ,

Have patience....u say u hav done everything.....gud...but now ...surrender ur situation  at the lotus feet of our sai...let him decide wt is best for u..... n M sure our merciful baba wl nt disappoint u....

om sai ram

[ShAivI]

JAI SAI RAM!
Kirti dear, what to say,   i just love all your replies,
dil khush kar deti ho tum, tumhare reply se, just amazing
Love U Dear,

Be Blessed!
Love & Light!
Om Sai Ram!

OM SAI RAM

Dear Mansi,

Here u go again.

My dear friend, if you call yourself an absolute devotee of Baba, then why is there so much anxiety??
I really dont get it, when you say you have really prayed a lot. This is happening because you are praying to get your intentions fulfilled.
Pray to connect to him, Pray for your soul to be rid of the karmas. Pray that your mind is under your control and not vice versa.

Always remember, Praying should make you feel free, empty and disconnect from this world. If that's not happening, re-start again until all those things happen.

As much as I sympathize with your profound losses and pain, the fact still remains, that you are not alone. Look around, there are people in worse conditions than you.

You have Loving Parents, Baba, who is your friend, philosopher, guide, mother, father, guru, etc...now tell me what is that you dont have?

Sorry to say, but you are so self-centered, you are only thinking about what will happen to "YOU" once your parents are gone.
Has it occurred to you, God forbid, if something happens to you and your parents are left alone here??? what happens after that???

My friend, you came into this world, to pay off your karmas. people who come into your life, are those with whom you have to settle your previous accounts. As Baba says, it's all "rinubandh".

Your sole purpose of coming to this world, is ridding of your bad karmas, by praying and doing good deeds. It is said, when you help any needy person, that karma helps your soul alleviate to higher ground up there.

I suggest, you read this book thoroughly to understand why things are happening in your life, it helped me to understand what I needed to do.
The Book is called, "The Laws of Spirit World'. By Khorshed Bhavnagari.

It is really worth a read.

Lastly, to put it very simply, if you dont have SHRADDHA and SABURI, your mind can never be at peace.

May Baba bless you and guide you and hope you dont ever let go of HIM.


Till then...Keep Praying!!!

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM

Dear Shaivi,

Am glad to know that my replies are worth it. Humble salutations to you.

I am only a simple lover (spiritual) of Baba. And as a human, equally vulnerable as everyone in this temple.

But I guess, when I see/think Baba, there is a huge sense of relief, and the mind just melts down.

Whatever I write here now or will do in future, is absoooolutely Baba's shower of grace on me.

I am forever obliged to HIM for using me as a medium to be able to help others.

May He do the same with all in here.

Till then...Keep Praying!!!