baba
I am really feeling jealous and depressed, i know its not good but baba i also liked this guy called vikash especially as he was educated a pharmacist and i heard that this girls dad rang vikashs dad and so it happened for them...I keep blaming myself that my mum had also rung vikashs mum last year, and she showed interest first and then she did not...
why did we not meet and why did it not work out for vikash and I? When this girls dad like my mum rang vikash's dad...do you think its the girls dad's fault for ringing vikash's dad? and so I lost a chance with him..as in january this year vikash's mum said she will let us know when we asked about meeting...and did not show much interest..and I was so shocked to hear in less then one year all this happening..
I AM really upset and this loss keeps taunting me, and i am not a bad person but i cant help feeling envious as I am also getting no luck with guys..there is one other guy at the moment dipan patel he talks to me for a while and then since 2 weeks he has not replied and I do not know if he is interested or not? as i hate to chase guys.. Please make him be interested baba and help for things to work out with me and him.
also there is jatin, who was talking to a girl in september, please make it be no more and make him not be talking to any girl at the moment or get engaged...
I am just soo upset over vikash, over the fact that the girls dad rang vikashs dad so all this happend and this other girl got him...and if its my fault or not
i have never felt so depressed, confused, lost and like blaming myself before..i just wish i can go away from this life..as its so important to get a nice educated person as a match!
Topic: baba please help me i am really depressed over this guy (Read 583 times)