Dear Baba,
You know how many years I tried to start my career, it was never the right time.Dealing with the in-laws made me loose my self-esteem, energy, focus and passion for my goal.
Even though I have a supporting husband, 2 beautiful children, house, wealth, I sometimes feel unfulfilled and depressed becuse of failure to establish my medical career.
I feel that NOW is my time to flourish.I already applied for the exam and started studying for 2 months but I dont feel prepared and postponed the exam. Baba, I am having fear of failure and keep thinking about the past and b`coz of it IAM losing my concentration and focus and willpower to study. Baba Iam feeling frustrated and feel like giving up.BABA, please give me inner strength and passion to study so that I`ll pass my exams and become a DOCTOR here in the U.S. This is my last chance, Baba, please help me . I will post my expereince inthe Thank You section as soon I pass the first exam. PLEASE BLESS ME BABA. SHRI SATCHITANANDA SADGURU SAI NATH MAHARAJ KI JAI.