Mere Sai, you know everything. You know what I am going through. I am so lost and disturbed from past few weeks that nothing makes any sense. Tired of crying and giving explanations, however no use. Help me Sai. If I am wrong Baba grant me wisdom and knowledge to change myself, correct myself, become a good human being but if I am right help others to see the good in me. I don't want to live like this.
Thak gayi hu Sai. It hurts the most when your own family doesn't understand you. Just want to sleep forever. Doesn't want to live at all. Have mercy on me.