I dont know what to do

[aquafish]

Om sai ram,

I have been encouraging and praying for others...Hope Baba helps them as It seems he has deserted me completly...I know I have done some things which cannot be forgiven but i am asking for one chance with the one I love...

Please let it all work for me Baba...I dont want to give up on my faith in u...I dont want to hate u but my feelings are getting bitter every minute. ..wish I could get a sign from you