Baba please answer me

[shekarvani]

Dear Baba

Please clarify me , Iam unable to decided myself. The responses for my question from our forum members will be considered as your words.

This started 5 years back, when I completed my graduation and planning to work. As decided by my father he wants me to join in a company which he was working, but I did not like there, but when I asked baba, he told me "Mother knows what to give and when to give to her child", so that day I joined this company. Though I faced many and many problems, I did not quit the job, because I had only one feeling that Baba has selected me this job, so I will work here till Baba tell me to quit it or else management will tell me to quit. But ours is such a company that, they will never tell us to quit the job, but they irritate us very badly, torchers us in such a way that we our-self have to quit the job. But myself daughter of Baba was very stubborn.
We had a boss, oh God I just cant imagine his words. I bared what all he scolded me. I cant even explain what he was scolding us. No one were ready to work with him and all left the job, but I just sticked to it. One fine day my boss shifted to other place. And I got a new boss who encouraged me very much. These all are before my marriage, and now Iam a Assistant Accounts Manager (Iam sure that I could have never been a manager if I were working with my old boss) earning a good salary. I even faced many problems with my husband due to this job, I have lot of tensions, for which I some times feel that -- Iam not yet conceived only because of these office tensions. Some times my husband used to threaten me to quit the job, but I just have faith on Baba. Even today my husband will be very happy if I leave this job, though we may face financial problems but he will be happy to see me happy without tensions.
Now my bad days have come back to me, the old boss is back to our office. The minute I came to know that he will be managing Iam unable to concentrate on anything, even Iam unable to perform my pooja. To be very frank he is like a sadist, he scolds us in such a bad manner that we cant even have our food and have a pleasant sleep. You all dont believe me, I never felt hungry when he will be present in office. So now I have decided to quit this job, if I have to listen any of his scoldings, and now seeing me in this situation my husband will definitely tell me to leave this job.
The problem with me is -- Iam unable to decided what to do, whether to quit this job or should continue it, because I cannot listen to his words now. Being a family lady I too will have some family problems and at the same time I cannot bear this boss words. Kindly suggest me what should be done now. If I quit my job, will Baba be angry on me and will I  face many problems in future for neglecting Baba's words and quitting this job? but one thing is sure that I will always be in tension if I work with my boss, and I cannot even talk happily to my husband.

Please suggest, Its my humble request.

From:Sreevani

[sujitha]

oooooooooooofffffffffff for 5years u r in dis tension????u r really great vani...vani did yu ask dis question with sai-baba-answers????waat he said ?.think wether yu will get any good job,if yu quit this..becoz ur mental health is very inportant for all of us.if u r happy baba will also be happy....try for other job if that job is better than this,then switch over to that...

[shekarvani]

om sai ram sujitha

Thank yo so much for your reply, I am really very happy.
Actually I am planning to take some rest. Because one of friend had many tensions in her job, so she could not conceive, but once she started staying at home for 2 months, she was conceived and now she has two children. And coming to me, I just need some mental rest for some days if I quite this job.
But at the same time I have many doubts within me regarding this decision. And I did not ask baba in questions and answers, I will surely try to ask Baba.

Thank you once again

Sreevani

[sujitha]

Dats k vani yu immediately ask in saibaba answers sure he will tell yu the ryt decision now..do it now....anyways he will also ask yu to take rest for few days and then search for someother jobs..

[sujitha]

wats dat 9 weeks virath can yu please tell me the procedure..

[shekarvani]

hi sujitha

ya sure, i will be happy to tell you about that, if possible send me your mail id, I will just send you a file through which you will know what and how to do it.

sreevani

[saibaba bhakt]

saibaba will give u soon anwer.

[shekarvani]

Dear Baba

Iam very badly waiting for your answer, please let me know your decision, Iam very confused.

[sujitha]

sujithasaravanan@ymail.com is my ID vani...thank you

[saiKripaKaro]

Vani, Do you not trust yourself ? Baba have given you brains to think about what you want -You are qualified -Am sure you can find a good job -Believe in your self and start looking for another job -I am sure with so much of experience you will get a better job - and before you leave that boss tell him what all you felt with him -May be he might change for the people after you -so you will be doing good for others and that will give you so much happiness, Its the best feeling -to make other people happy ,

Good luck with your Job Search .

[shekarvani]

om sai ram saikripakaro

Thank you for your reply
I would like to tell about him briefly, his ideas will never be constant so he will never be satisfied with any one's work, so once me and one of my colleague went to him and asked him "Sir, we really dont understand what you want, so from today onwards, we will do what ever you want because, we feel that you are not satisfied with our work. So sir please tell us what do you want and just give us some time to do that", you know what was the answer from him - he answered us with a smile on his face "Ya I know that you people are feeling very bad for my words, but till you adjust with me, you should be getting scoldings from me", though he told these words, we were happy because he told us with a smile. And after 2-3 hrs the reaction started as they say "Every action has a opposite reaction", he started taking revenge on us, he started scolding us indirectly saying "What you are thinking of me, should I do what you say to me, come and sit in my chair, do you think that my company is running because of you both?" aaaaaa, it was so horrible, that day we decided not to express any of our feelings to him.
But as you say Baba has given me brain to think, so I have to give some work for that regarding this matter.
Any how thank you so much for your reply

Sreevani

[shekarvani]

om sai ram

Baba thank you so much
You are so great Baba
You love all of us very much
Sterday I posted a post stating that "will Baba be angry on me and will I  face many problems in future for neglecting Baba's words and quitting this job?" and today you gave me the answer
I was just waiting for you to answer
Today I got a message as "I get angry with none. Will a mother get angry with her kids? Will the ocean send back the waters to the several rivers?"
Thank you Baba
I love you Baba

From: Sreevani

[akansha]

jai sai ram

that is all you want...

jai sai ram

[naveen.109]

Om siram. vani wat i suggest u is .. go by what ur intuition says . if we have firm faith in sai then he will be withus and work through all our thoughts.. our inner thoughts that strongly suggest us something is nothing but our baba words . so always go by wat u think is right ...do not fear about  its consequences.. baba is with u just remember that always ..  if possible do sai satcharith parayan it will ease all your tension and help u in arriving at one optimal decission very easily. baba bless u with a bllisful life 

[shekarvani]

om sai ram akansha and naveen garu

Thank you so much for your reply.