baba please bless me and solve this problem of my life

[rajiv800]

om sai ram WWji
no problems at all, and about healing naah now i dont want anything, and the book you spoke about is one that we both went to buy but the moment i used to enter the library i used to start yawning very badly almost about to slp you can say i could have died out of yawning only and i used to feel embarrassed standing in the library as all i was doing was yawning there nothing else. we used to go to this bookshop and she liked reading and i hated it so she used to buy some novels and i used to go into the cooking books section and try and sneak a recipe or two from there, make it and get it for her to eat.
i m missing her very badly. well all i hope is that she is fine and happy
om sai ram

[aquafish]

HEy all,

Well I have been busy at work and evenings are depressing but tats ok..I am just thinking..its a day , a week , a month...lol...this shall pass too...

Well RUssell peters I have seenit all.He is funny..i think he toured india too but wahan ppl didnt like him..lol...Try watching chris rock stand up show  too..he is hilarious....

Rajiv...Take care and hang in there..sab teek hoga....

Bhavna...U wil go to shirdi and baba will bless u..everything will be fine...

Om sai ram

[bhavna]

om sai ram
yesterday baba made me sleep hungry
so tdy is thursday..i have vowed not to eat no matter how hungry i am or even if i drop dead on da floor....will jus fill my stomach up wid water...baba tdy show me ur presence..else i am jus not goin to eat,,if u cant do it no one else can..will consider it a closed chapter of my life
have booked my tickets, 2 months later am goin to shirdi if baba wills it..

unfortuntely tdy i am very hugry , but maybe its k...din carry food from hme and also gave my breakfast away to a rickshaw puller

dekhte hain if baba really really cares abt me......though to be very honest tdy i am very low....don have much hope in my heart also..dat anything will happen but they say bhagwan toh bhagwan hai

[bharti123]

dear bhavna.
dont get disoppointed and have faith in sai nath
whatever he do is just for our betterment
we will pray for you to get your love
bcoz i also love someone and going through similar kind of pain
but still i believe sai is doing everything just for making me happy.
trust me he is there,just inside you,knowing all pain happening to you
he dont want to make us sad,he just want to make us bold to face all problems of life,so take it as a lesson from him
at the end everything will be all right

om sai nath
plz help bhavna
and give her all happiness of life

[Well-wisher]

Bhavna, please rest.

Rajivji... am sorry. Didn't want to remind you about her. So sorry about that. Btw, personally I'm not the kinds who reads too much too. But have just started. Its not about reading. Its curiosity and the need to learn now.
 You like cooking, do u? Well, the kitchen is one zone... I have never entered to be honest. So you can cook someday for all of us... in case we ever meet...

Aqua, chill... me too feeling low. But its ok. Today is Thursday and am just going to take my personal time out and pray and spend some time reading articles.

[akansha]

jai sai ram
bhavna plz take care,baba wil help u for sure,baba plz help her plz baba give her love back to her,bhavna wich part of delhi u live in??north,south east or west?just lemme knw..if uve sent me ur fone no on my gmail id il give u a call soon..wil check it today..take cre bhavna..we all are with u.
jai sai ram

[rr_sai_bhakt]

Dear Bhavna,

please take care of yourself ...

Om Sai Ram ...

[Well-wisher]

Baba, please help everyone out here. Please just be with us always... ALWAYS...
Bhavna, please, please, please rest. All will be fine. He will show you the way. I wish I could talk with your guy and convince him.
Om Sai Ram

[aquafish]

Bhavna,

Please take care of urself..dont spoil ur health..baba will help u buddy...Khaana kha lo..and u work such hectic hours...take care

om sai ram

[rajiv800]

bhavna ji
i hope u ate something
please dont do like this
u know it baba does not like fasting
if u want to keep fast please do it but dont just do this that u dont eat anything all day
you are lucky that you can atleast go to shirdi i cant even do that but if baba calls me i will definately go there once
aquafish ji how are u
wwji nothing like that but the moment u said bout that beek believe me everything came right in front of me like she is standing there only with me
the way i used to go n meet her the way we used to talk everything
i dont know but its just coming back in front of me again and again literally
my bro is coming to london next week
i called him on thursday only
somehow managed to convince my dad
went to my friends house yesterday and met his dad and mom
his dad has seen me since childhood and my dad and he are schooltime friends
he had tears in his eyes i dont know how will i meet my bro in this condition
feeling very scared and not at all excited, i really wish i could take him out and make him see everything i want him to
pata nahin kya hoga
om sai ram

[aquafish]

hey rajiv,

i am doing gud..taking each day as it comes...

DOnt wrry u will have fun...its ur brther, he will understand...

God bless u

[Well-wisher]

Everything connected to the one you know you have to divert your mind from coming in front of you all the time. Trust me I know what it feels... same is the case with me. Every song connected, the numeric part of his car no, birthdate flashing in front of my eyes all the time. What to do... not much can be done unfortunately...

[aquafish]

yeah happens...well the trick is make urself numb for some days..am in that stage right now...Just feel nothing, think nothing..do ur thing!! easier said than done...well weekend is here finally..this week had been hectic...sneed my sleep..

Bhavna...how r u today? take care

[GaneshHariharan]

Jidhar dekhoon , teri tasveer nazar aati hai .......To all you devdas and devdasini's. Get up , shake yourself and go out there and live your lives. This is too much.
We can fill the atlantic ocean out of tears from here ..... GUYS, WAKE UP.

[aquafish]

hehe thanks ganesh ji...I dnt think we r devdas and devadasinis...he was weak....and didnt have faith in himself either...frankly useless character...

We r strong just having some low time...is baar sab ek baar hi weak hai...lol...

But yeah we shud wake up..bahut ho gaya....yay weekend ishere....will go for my first yoga class tomorrow..any tips WW?

Bhavna....will call u sometime tomm...bol dena kab..

Rajiv...u wanna talk, i cud call u too...will say hello:)...