Poojay,
I recently got married not to the same guy but found this amazing guy who knows my past and understands me and keeps me happy.
I agree its hard to let go of someone u truly love and want to be with forever...but sometimes letting go is hard but once u do it, u realize what u have been doing...I was in denial and was stubborn...We dont see for signs when good happens but when bad happens, we see signs everywhere..so its our human mentality that is our downfall sometimes...I realized this and then let it go..not easy but what can u do, u cant keep fighting and wanting something when the other person does not make an effort ...He wasnt a bad guy but he just didnt want the same thing like me...
So when I let go and told Sai to find me someone who can love me for what i am and try not to change me, He gave me happiness...So it might not be the thing U want but Baba will give u what u deserve and need.
I am blessed with Baba in my life and hope that i dont suffer more in the future..and if I do it will be my own doing..so hopefully baba makes me realize that again and not let me ruin my own life...
Take care and be happy
om sai ram