dear swathi12, death is not the solution to all problems. and believe me no matter how hard you try you cannot leave this earth before the time allotted to you nor can you stay more than the time allotted to you. as regards your love, we dont want to pry but if you can explain a little more about this relationship a lot of us can guide you in the right direction. may sai give you peace of mind. om sairam, jai sairam, jai jai sairam.