Om sai ram,
sai, i know "god is good". He can do no harm to anyone. Right from my childhood , i have done, prayers, rituals,fasts and thursday katha.
But still ,i have to walk on the rough road, no one came to rescue. Abscence of god is evil. I beleive , my whole life was governed by a evil force. As god can never make anyone life so miserable.
Help me,rescue me,almost a decade has passed.
If not possible , just end it for your guru sake,but rescue me from this stagnant life.Tired of my life .
I wish to live a normal life.
Make it good or bad . Its neither good, nor bad nor normal.
Help me .
jai sai ram