Sai Baba, please come to my help immediately- its unbearable , ab sahan nahi hota baba, jeene ki iccha khatam ho gayi hei .sai baba bhi ab iccha puri nahi kar rahe hie . jeevan me maan samman sab khtam ho gaya hie. har din aise ji ji ke thak gaya hu. roj roj til til kar apne aap ko kos raha hu. bahut galtia ho gyi hei jeevan , aisa lagta hie bhagwan muze is hi ki saza de raha hei. per ab muzse nahi ho raha hie.jis maan samman ko le kar mai gondia me tha wah khatam ho gaya hie. mera dimag kharab ho gaya hie. agar muze tera sahara nahi mila to mai sharab ke adhin ho jaunga. ab muzse saha nahi ja raha hie.