Baba please hear my prayers

[Manuswini]

Om Sai Shree sai jai jai Sai,
I have been devotee of baba.
And one job baba did help me but for some reason my life has neevr ever settled in terms of job and every boy I liked my marige did not go through.

Because of my job & marriage not happening I feel so low , depressed.
I have been praying to Baba daily but I am just getitgn desparate & worried why things dont always work and why I get failures.

Please baba, help me hope I get the job at my desired palce and get married to boy whom I am talking right now. Please baba, let this boy be really nice and respond me YES and he turns to be nice husband as I ahve started liking him a lot.
Every time my marriage has broken and this time too I fear what if i get disappointment and boy is not good.
Every time after I like an boy , I come to know boy is not GOODfor me.
baba , please dont punish me if I have not prayed you regularly.

Please change my life.
My mother is also in pain because of my situation.

Let all my sisters & brothers get all they want in their life and parent sbe happy & healthy as they are sufering seeeing we children are not happy & married.



Thanks

[Admin]

Sai Ma

Show mercy MY BABA to everyone. Hey SAI MA BE WITH US ALL THE TIME.

SAI RAM HELP US.

SAI RAm

Ravi Verma
(A Sai Devotee)
www.shirdi-sai-baba.com

[Shammi]

'Sairam  Manuswini ji..'


Welcome to our Sai Family ..  Baba  is the only one we have and none other to look at .. Lets  pray to baba to solve all our problems
and bring us happiness
Dont be depressed - please chant Om Sai Shri Sai jaya  jaya Sai as many times as you can

Baba is our kind and merciful mother - she will do you good only
Baba  please help Manuswini ..

Your children are fully dependent on you Deva

Manuswini  read the satcharithra and do a parayan and pray  ardently to baba .. Sai has to come running and  help you
He helps all his devotees in  need

Be positive and lets pray baba to help and  guide us

OH BABA  please help and listen to your children

Clear all confusion and  remove all fear deva

Manuswini  dont worry we are all  praying for you

Om sairam Om sairam
Om sairam Om sairam
Om sairam Om sairam
Om sairam Om sairam
Om sairam Om sairam
Om sairam Om sairam


 
 



Bow to Sri Sai - Raksha Karo Deva !!!

[Admin]

Sai Ram Manuswini ji

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Sai Ram


Ravi Verma
(A Sai Devotee)
www.shirdi-sai-baba.com

[venku21]

sairam ...

om sai namonamaha sri sai namonamaha jai jai sai namonamamha sadguru sai namonamaha...

baba pla take care of Manuswini..

sairam





||Om ananth koti Brahmand nayak raja de raj yogiraj parabrahma sri sachidanand sadguru  sainath maharaj ki jayyyyyy..||

Prem swaroopa Premananda Sri sai Sachidananda

[Dipika]

OMSAIRAM Manuswini ji,WELCOME TO OUR SAI MANDIR OF RAVI ji.
All ur prayers are going to be answered soon .
We will all pray for u.
Apply Sai baba's UDI for happiness .

Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM



dipika duggal

[Sushma1]

Manuswini ji,
     Can i tell you what i feel? i do not know whether this would help or not but the only thing that i usually do when i have problem is look at Sai and tell him about what i feel but ask Sai to do the rest. I say , "Sai whatever you think is good for me please do that".
       Once i asked Sai so ardently that i want my wish to come true and Sai You have to make it.I cried literally everyday . Sai knew that the wish i was asking was not right for me so He was postponing it thinking that probably i would change my mind at some point .But b'coz of my narrow thinking i continued asking to grant it and guess what He did grant my wish. But later i realised that this was not what i wanted and though Sai was telling me indirectly i was not listening to Him.
    Its just from then on i leave everything to Sai.I tell Sai, whatever you think is right please do it that way.

Sushma.

[Manuswini]

Thanks for everybodys prayers. Honestly spekaing I have been praying all the time. I am goign under some kind of acute depression as I am seeing results and out of this I just sit hopeless even when I want to pray or read saicharitra.

My job efforts are goign on but I am NOT getting success. My marriage is just not happening, some or other hurdles pops in, some fear come sin mind whether the current boy whom I am talking is good? As sushmaji said grnating for this "boy whom I liked" would be right? as I am gogin through lot of tension and things are moving in marirage matter.
Everytime this has happened that whoeevr I liked , boy comes out NOT GOOD for me.
So I am fearing and praying baba PLEASE DONT BREAK MY HEART ..DONT GIVE ME "NIRASHA"( SADNESS)if this boy IS NOT good then why is he there in my life for so long?
As this proposal is hanging out there for 9 months and our real talks are not really happening , including BOY and me both are confused I guess.

At the same time me being JOBLESS makes me more vulnerable. ALL the time ,I have no work but think of this boy and keep tossing if this boy is good or bad.? will it happen or not?
In my depression stage, ONLY NEGATIVE thoughts keep coming even though I am praying. I get scared if my bhakti is NOT liked by BABA that why he is taking time?
am I mean so I am not getting results.

All the time I am scared, confused and depressed and I am dealing all this all alone.I cant share with my already troubled , tensed, weak parents.
Some times suicidal thgouht comes in my mind.

today readin these notes from all Saibhakta made me feel good and I am expressing it here. But I am WORRIED.
I did visit Shirdi in my last Mumbai visit and I dont know if my prayers are liked by BABA??

BABA ,please help me!!!

[Sushma1]

Manuswini Ji,
       I think i am going to cry now b'coz after writing to you i started writing an article in philosophy (subj : Om Jay Jagdeesh Hare.....contd) . I asked Sai to show me the chapter that tells me about how he took worms from his devotees thigh when the devotee was suffering badly (i don't remember the exact story). But i got another chapter about Gopal Narayan ambadekar. I want you to read that article and how much it coincides with your current situation. See what Sai is saying and get that courage. Truly speaking i searched all the chapters but i could'nt find that and when i saw Sai photo that is on top left of this site i felt Sai wants me to write this leela and not that.
     Don't get disappointed , Sai shows a path to everyone who asks for help.

Sushma.

[Manuswini]

Sushmaji,
Do you know which chapter in sai charitra?
I ahve read adhyaya(chapeter) from sai charitra about removing worms?
But I would be interested in reading about Gopal narayan Ambadekar ..Please help me!
I try to read one chapter daily but I am so depressed that while reading I just cant concentrate and mind gets filled with negtive thoughts and I jsut stop reading.

But I am goign to conitnue reading no matter what!
Please tell me chapter number
Thanks
Manu

[Sushma1]

Manuswini ji,
     Its Chapter 26 : http://www.shirdibaba.org/satcharitra/ch26.PDF
Sushma.

[Manuswini]

Sushamji

I jsut read the chapeter, I will be doing parayan from thursday.
If this is because of my purva janma(past deed karma) I am suffering , when would these sufferign end? Each passing day I fear that what will happen?
when this will end?

I need money, peace, help my parents. My marirage is also not taking place so my mom remains sick and worried. I have crossed my marriage age too.
Just having faith that some day YES some day something good will happen.
I WILL get good job , husband and BABA wll hear my prayers. Though I dont know when???

I have been crying lately lot and affecting my health too.
Thanks Sushamaji!

[Sushma1]

Manuswini Ji,
       Don't worry when Sai is here. He is our heart and soul refuge. I can understand the problems your facing but try to think positively. I think you have already started thinking positively by deciding to read Satchritra.
   Sai prooved to you just now that he is their with you by making me write one of his leela's in turn showed us his leela.

Have complete faith in Sai.

Sushma.

[Dipika]

OMSAIRAM Manuswini ji,Don't worry.Sai baba raises a storm and then calms it.I too don't have a job and Soul mate.It's been 8 long years and i don't have a job.We have to have Shraaddha and Saburi on our dear Sai baba .Sabur ka phaal meetha hota hai!
I am sharing this with u on this Guruvar as it's Sai leela.
Sai baba bless u with agood soul mate and a good job.
Never loose faith on the Guru.He is our only saviour.
Be it Mother,Father,Brother,Husband, nothing is going to go with us.Only Sai baba will be with us .Devaa will take us to the End.
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
OMSAIRAM
Sai baba let your holy lotus feet be our sole refuge.OMSAIRAM


dipika duggal

[Shammi]

Sairam Manuswini ji

Coincidentally our problems are very similar  except that baba gave me the  job that i dreamt of and  wished and prayed to him so much

You said ------->>As this proposal is hanging out there for 9 months and our real talks are not really happening , including BOY and me both are confused I guess.


The same case with me ..
Last year in june  i went to shirdi and prayed  baba now that you have  give me a  good  job please settle me in life as every girl i wished for a good husband

I was doing satcharitha parayana and  guru charitha parayan . i  like reading these two books ... am very attached to Sai baba

After i started worshipping him  i   have not missed looking at baba
to my knowledge .. i always felt baba is with me and helping me giving me lots of hopes and  then  one fine day
last August being a  thursday - i got a proposal from a well educated boy from the same community ( as we have a website with the prospective brides and grooms just for our community he found my profile there) who lives  in another city than mine ..and  initially my reply to him was no but he himself convinced me .. called me .. if job is  what you are sticking to we can find it here also

And we interacted with each other and  this boy also has gone to shirdi sometime back

As it was on a thursday i believed that baba is with me and  showing me something that i wished for

And i said ok .. lets  go ahead and see how this works..
But in my case ( all the times and every year its the same dejection and depression and same story )

I even believed when i got my  job offer on  mail on a thursday this is also a direction from baba

Initially Jst the boy came down from his place to see me - he liked ny nature  and met my parents and went back .. he would tell his parents about this and everything is positive from his side

He knew that i was so attached to Sai - he even said  we could go to our  Kuladeva or shirdi and get married and would make me read satcharitha  when we go to shirdi and kept saying shirdi is near to my city and hence we can go when you wish ( but i said yes BABA should call )

And since i had my higher studies exams .. he was postponing it
during the months of interaction i found hm to be a good human being and a caring and loving person .. We kept interacting with each other

In the month of Jan i had to see his parents and his brother who was to come from some other  country

I was jst finishing some other exams again . and  i had jst finished

So i was called soon after  to see his family

I was feeling apprehensive and i said baba yo tell me whether this would work out and  should i go and see this family

So i decided to put chits in my satcharitha ( which i consider just clse to my soul )

Many a times i asked baba if this is going to works and gave me
postive signs
And the chit was asking me to proceed and hence i proceeded

But now since last month things are turned up side down and things are not going in the right direction

I just weep and cry everyday  before baba .. not able to concentrate on my work - my family is depressed .. my mom is worried

Why is my faith getting  tested in this way - i dont want to lose any faith in SAI - i cant take this

If sai knows whats good for his children then why give something and then raise a storm

As sushma  ji said  its our karma - am much aware of the karmic theorty  why cant baba whom we are just banking on - put an end to our suffering like he did it his devotess

I have always  believed and learnt from gurucharithra  that even if gods  cant wash away our sins - Sadguru  can do it for sure

So everyday i ask baba when i asked - why show some signs that makes me believe sai is with me

Everyday he bring me hopes and says he is there with me

BUT  BABA  this is too much for me - i cant take it anymore Deva
Am suffering very badly


Bow to Sri Sai - Raksha Karo Deva !!!